Heartbreak Is Half The Fun, You Bring The Bullets I’ll Bring The Gun

Hahaha...you know what I realzed the other day? All my characters look the same. But so does every other emo boy out there. SO! I guess its okay, right? And yeah..my fanny is going too fast...HAHAH! LMAO! YOU GET IT?! XD! woooooooooo. I am SO lame. SO...I have exams next week...Monday I have english, Tuesday I have Science, Wensday I have NOTHING! WOOT! and Thursday I have Math, Fun. I had a family studies exam today. I so failed it...LOL! OH! and. Will You Be My Valentine? XD. I put this in bold so it attracts to your EYES! mwahaha, lmao. Anyways...FUck, now I cant get it to leave. LMAO! anyways...BYEBYE!

-LOVE SARAH! x3

[03]

“What movie should we watch?” Cole said, kneeling beside the cabinet full of DVD’s.

“Let’s watch something scary!” Sebastian yelled.

“YEAH! How about...The Grudge?” Cole asked.

“No! I want to watch The Ring!” Sebastian argued.

“I don’t know if we should watch something scary...” I said, looking over to Kevin who was leaning against my arm, following the conversation with his eyes. He looked back up at me.

“I’ll be fine.” He said. I didn’t believe him but it seemed like Cole and Sebastian did. Before I could protest, they had already put the movie in. Sebastian jumped back on the couch and Cole sat on an arm chair. The movie hadn’t even begun and I could already Kevin pushing himself into me.  

“Are you sure you are going to be okay?” I whispered to him. I felt his head turn on my side and I looked at him. He was staring back.

“Yes. I need to be a big boy.” He whispered, starting to move away from me. I pulled him back to my side.

“No, you don’t! I’m here for you, you can be scared.”

“But dad says...”

“Dad? My dad?”

“No...mine.”

“Oh, what does he say?”

“That I can’t be scared...”

“Awe, Kevin, your dad isn’t here to hurt you anymore. He never will hurt you again. Do you understand? You can be as scared as you like! I will be here, I will protect you.”

“What if he comes back?”

“He won’t! I promise!”

“Would you two keep it down?! We are trying to watch a movie, here!” Cole screamed at as. Kevin flinched. I pulled him closer to me.

“I promise.” I whispered in his ear.

“CAN WE HAVE A SLEEP OVER?!” Sebastian screamed.

“Shh! Kevin is sleeping!” I whispered harshly at him. Kevin had fallen asleep about an hour ago on my shoulder.

“You guys look adorable, can I take a picture?” Cole asked, before I could protest, he already had his camera out.

“I can’t believe you brought your camera.” I sighed.

“Of course I brought it! It’s like my second foot!” he said, pressing a button. A quick flash blinded me.

“Um...Cole, you already have two feet.” Sebastian said.

“Shit, how bright can that flash be? I see spots!” I said, moving my arm around in the air, pretending I couldn’t see.

“Oh...then...my third foot!” Cold said.

“Sharron, stop it, you look like an idiot.” Sebastian told me, hitting my head.

“Ow...” I said, rubbing the back of my head and pouting.

“What’s wrong, Sharron?” I heard someone say beside me. The weight on my shoulder was realized. I looked over to see Kevin ruffling his hair. He looked adorable, his hair was sticking up everywhere.

“Kevin!” Cole said. Kevin looked. There went another flash.

“AH! MY EYES!” Kevin screamed.

“Look what you did!” I scowled Cole, “Are you okay Kevin?”

“I see spots...” Kevin said.

“He looked so cute! I got you in it too, Sharron!” Cole told us happily.

“It will go away!” I told Kevin.

“Okay...” Kevin said, looking down at the floor.

“Sharron, move closer to Kevin.” Sebastian said.

“Why?” I asked sceptically.

“Because I want to take a picture of you two.” Cole said.

“Is that okay, Kevin?” I asked. Kevin looked up at me.

“Sure.” He said.

“Okay.” I replied. I moved myself closer to Kevin, putting my arm around his shoulders. He put his head on my shoulder and I put my head on top of his.

“You guys are adorable.” Sebastian said, looking over at Cole.

“Totally agreed. SMILE!” Cole said. Me and Kevin smiled and Cole took another picture.

“Damn that flash is bright...” I said, moving my head and arm to rub my eyes. Kevin moved his head as well.  

“OKAY! Now it’s Sebastian’s turn with Kevin.” Cole said, smiling. I felt Cole flinch beside me. I narrowed my eyes, “Not like that! Sheesh, Sharron! Don’t have a cow!”

“I want Sharron...” I heard Kevin whisper beside me.

“Awe, it’s okay. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.” I replied to him, he was staring at the ground, playing with his hands.

“I was just going to take a picture with you and Sebastian...” Cole said lightly.

“Okay...” Kevin whispered, still looking at the ground.

“You don’t have to if you don’t want to.” I said, trying not to force Kevin into anything. He had been through a lot in his years. He was always forced into things. Being locked in a basement...being abused by his dad for no reason...I didn’t want to be one of the people who had hurt him in his life. I wanted him to love me, to feel comfortable around me.

“I want to.” He said, now looking at me, his green eyes were worried.

“Okay...but I will be standing right over there, if you don’t want to take pictures anymore.” I said, while pointing to beside Cole.

“Okay.” He said. I stood up, exchanging places with Sebastian.

“Smile!” Cole said and again, came that agonising flash.

“Wholy, that flash is bright!” Sebastian said, now rubbing his eyes.

“Oh shut up! Just pose.” Cole said. Sebastian made a funny face and Kevin just laughed at it. They took a couple more pictures and then it was the whole group’s turn!

“My couch isn’t big enough for all of us...so we might have to sit on each other.” I said, scratching my head.

“Okay, Kevin can sit on you.” Sebastian offered for us.

“Thanks.” I replied, Kevin got up from the couch and I took his place. He stood there for a minute before I patted my lap.

“Are you going to come and sit, or do I have to hold you down?” I asked while smiling up at him. He smiled back at me.

“I’ll sit.” He replied. And with that, he was on my lap. I wrapped my arms around his waist and put my head on his shoulder. He turned his head a little so he could see my face. He smiled, I smiled back.

“That’s adorable.” I heard Sebastian say. Another flash went off.

“All four of us! Kevin, Sharron, look at the camera!” Cole said, Kevin turned his head to the camera and so did I. Cole was holding it out in his hand, facing the front of it towards the four of us.

“To happy times, and fresh beginnings.” I whispered, mostly to Kevin.

“Say CHEESE!” Cole yelled. The blinding light came again...This, is going to be the best time of my life. I can feel it.