OKAY! Well...I haven't posted in a long time...I think ima dedicate this one to Maddi[williamxo] because she practiclly forced me to write it..and if she didn't, I probably would of never written again...SO! yeah. here ya go! =] *plus its really long and all her fanfictions are long. mine was 4 and a half pages! =O. I had to cut some stuff out though...otherwise it would of been longer! Lol. ANYWAYS! go read! NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!
-Love Sarah. <3
[04]
5:00 am.
Still no sleep...
Why? You may ask.
Well...if you had a gorgeous boy in your bed, would you be able to sleep?
I didn’t think so.
Cole and Sebastian stayed the night, so they were sleeping together in Kevin’s new bed. Kevin and I, were in my bed. Kevin barley took up any space on my bed. I was afraid that if I close my eyes, he would disappear. That is the other reason I’m still not asleep.
Sleepless nights+me=Very, very, VERY bitchy mood.
I couldn’t help it though...
“Phil...why?” I heard someone softly say. Cole. So he did know about Phil cheating on him? I heard soft crying. I hated to see Cole in such a bad state...he was always the one to cheer everyone else up...
“Cole...are you awake?” I softly said. The crying stopped.
“...Cole?” I asked again.
“Yeah?” He replied, his voice was raspy.
“Is everything okay?” I was concerned...I had only seen him cry once before, when we confronted him on Phil’s cheating.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Coles voice broke...I knew he was lying. His voice always breaks when he’s lying.
“Cole...I know you’re lying...” I said softly...looking at the covers of my sheets that I could barely make out in the dark.
“I know...I don’t really want to talk about it right now...maybe in the morning with Sebastian...and Kevin?”
“Sure...whatever you want. Just feel better.”
“Thanks Sharron, I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“Oh, and Sharron?”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t worry, Kevin isn’t going to disappear if you close your eyes.” I could feel the blood rush to my cheeks.
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“Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans], Boots with the fur [With the fur], The whole club was looking at her, She hit the flo [She hit the flo], Next thing you know, Shawty got low low low low low low low low”
I groaned. Waking up to Flo Rida, wasn’t my ideal way of waking up. I lifted the bed from under my head and flung it over my head, holding it down enough to suffocate me.
“Damnit, Sharron! You are going to kill yourself if you don’t loosen the grip you have on that pillow!” I heard Sebastian say.
“Turn off the damn music!” I screamed.
“Not until you get your big fat lazy head outta bed! It’s like, 2:00 pm! Kevin is lonely!” Sebastian said while trying to pry the pillow off my face.
“Kevin?!” I asked, my head flew out from under the pillow. Low and behold, there was Kevin sitting awkwardly on his bed. He waved to me. I waved back.
“Now will you turn it off?!” I practically growled.
“Whoa...someone had a bad night!” Sebastian said while waving his finger in my face. I heard Kevin giggle from his bed.
I looked around the room, noticing Cole wasn’t there. Did he leave, trying to avoid the conversation we were supposed to have today?
“Where’s Cole?” I asked, still searching my room for any signs of him.
“He...is downstairs making food, I think.” Sebastian said.
“Oh...let’s go! I’m hungry!” I said, swinging my legs over the bed and standing. I think I got up too quickly, because as soon as I was upright, I was down on the floor...if we didn’t clean earlier today..it wouldn’t of hurt so much!
Sebastian burst out laughing and Kevin was trying to confine his giggles, but it wasn’t going so well for him.
“What? You think it is funny when I fall?” I asked them both. Sebastian just nodded, he couldn’t take time to speak, I don’t even think he could breathe!
“Yes.” Kevin said, covering his mouth with his hand to hopefully try to keep him from bursting like Sebastian?
“What’s so funny up he-” I heard someone speak from the door way, Cole, he cut off his sentence halfway through it, “Sharron, what on heavens earth are you doing on the floor?”
“He...when...HAHA!” Sebastian said between his fit of laughter. Kevin was still giggling like mad. He was adorable.
I just scowled.
Cole reached his hand out to help me, after walking from the door to get to me. I Gladly accepted and he pulled me up with ease.
As soon as I was up, I went straight for the door. As I walked down the stairs, a wave of food hit me. Mmmm...My stomach growled.
“I know, baby, you’re hungry! We will be eating in a second.” I said to my stomach while patting it lightly.
“Sharron, who on earth are you talking to?!” I jumped, not expecting it fell down the rest of the stairs...thank goodness there was only 3 steps left.
“Thanks Cole.” I said, sarcasm dripping off my words.
“Are you okay?” He said franticly, running down the steps.
“Yes. I am perfectly fine, thank you very much. Now help me up, damnit!” I scowled, for the second time in less than 5 minutes.
“Didn’t get enough sleep? He really won’t disappear...” Cole trailed off, looking away from me.
“Which reminds me...you have to talk about it after breakfast.”
“...Fine.”
“FOOD! YYEAHHH!” We heard none other than Sebastian scream from the top of the stairs. Kevin slowly followed him down, past me and Cole.
“Let’s go eat, you klutz.” Cole said, helping me up.
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“I know he cheats on me...I caught him...he doesn’t know that I know.” Cole said sadly, a tear running down his cheek. Sebastian went over to him and hugged him. We were sitting on my bedroom floor in a circle. Kevin was on my left, Cole was on my right and Sebastian was sitting across from me.
I felt terrible for Cole...no one deserved to be cheated on, no matter how mean the person. Not even him.
“Sharron...what does ‘cheat’ mean?” I heard Kevin ask me.
“Well...Kevin, it is when two people are in a relationship and one of those people go and have a relationship with another person, do you understand?” I told him. My explanation didn’t make sense to me.
“Yes, is it bad?” This boy sure didn’t know a lot of stuff...
“Yes, it is really bad.” I replied.
“Are you cheating on me?” He asked. I smiled. If he asked me if I was cheating on him...what does that mean?
“No, Kevin, I’m not, and never ever ever would cheat on you.” I said, ruffling his hair. He smiled.
“Good.” He said, trying to pat down his hair.
“Are you cheating on me?” I asked, doing my best pouty face. He giggled, I couldn’t help but smile.
“Nope!” He said, still giggling. I ruffled his hair again. He’s so adorable...I’m so happy I’m going to be the one to teach him about the world.
