Heartbreak Is Half The Fun, You Bring The Bullets I’ll Bring The Gun

Third Post today...Dun Dun Dun..im really bored, but, what ever! xD Hope you all like it!

<My POV>

When it was about 12pm and everyone had gone atleast 20 times. Jon and Spencer went to bed. They had come in at about 9:30. All the crazy fan girls were casing them around for atleast 2 hours. When they finally got back to the bus, they dropped on the floor almost dead.

"Okay, now you guys keep it down tonight." Brendon said keeping a straight face. Everyone else bursted out laughing.

"Ha Ha, very funny." Jon and Spencer said walking to there rooms.

"I mean it!" Brendon yelled after them.

"Im tierd too, im going to bed, Night you guys." I said starting to walk to mine and Brendons room, why the hell did I have to sleep in the same room as him? Oh well, maybe then, I can tell him how I truly feel.

"Oh, Im coming to Sarah, wait up!" Brendon said jumping off the couch.

"I need to get changed you know." I said standing in the doorway.

"And?" He asked putting his nads on his hips.

"And, you don't need to watch me." I said slaming the door on his face.

"Oww!" He yelled.

"Sowwy Brendon." I yelled.

After I opened the door, Brendon was still standng there with a pouty face. I let him in and closed the door behind me. I locked it and he grabbed me by the waist. He spun me around and before I had a chance to say anything, he placed his lips on mine. He pushed me backwards onto my bed. He went from my lips, down to my neck, I wouldn't let him go any further. He tried to take off my shirt but I stopped him.

"Brendon, I don't want to." I said looking into his eyes.

"Okay." he said getting up.

"Sorry," I said kissing him on the check, "Im saving it for when im married."

"Okay, but is it still okay if we make out?" Brendon said putting on poutty lips.

"I guess so!" I said kissing Brendon again.

<Elizabeth's POV>

After Sarah and Elizabeth went to sleep I went to get up but Ryan pulled me back.

"Did you really mean what you said?" Ryan said looking straight into my eyes.

"Of course I did, why would I lie to you?" I said kissing him on the check, "Did you?"

"I don't know, I was just making sure." He said kissing me back on the check, "And, of course I love you, who wouldn't?"

We walked into our bedroom and I fell asleep on Ryans bare chest. He held me tight, he was protecting me from anyone who tried to hurt me. I felt loved, I felt like I could trust him, he was the greatest thing that has happened to me other then Sarah. I never want this moment to end, never. I can't believe this happened all in one day. I love him so much, and I hope he loves me back, he said he did, but people lie. I hope he isn't. If he is lying, im going to kill myself, literally.

Okay, so sorry I didn't leave a comment at the end, I was in a rush..Sorry =( So part 2, so bored! >_<

<Ryan's POV>

Man, Elizabeth is so beautiful. She is all I ever think about. I wonder if she likes me the way I like her? Oh man. You know what? Tonight, I have to sleep in the same room as her. Boy will that be embarassing. Stupid Brendon, why didn't he put us together and then the two girls together until we knew eachother better. I can never talk around her. I don't know what to say. She's always so hyper and im not, I think she hates me because she is always so...well, not bitchy, but like she doesn't even know im there. I think she likes Brendon, but I know Brendon doesn't like her, Brendon likes that Sarah girl. Hum...I just noticed that Sarahs eyes are the same colors as mine and that Elizabeth's eyes are the same-ish color as Brendons...wow, thats weird. 

Dun Dun Dun...fast forward xD

<Brendon's POV>

So, it was about 9pm and we were all sitting on the couch with nothing to do. Until...I sugessted truth or dare.

"HEY!" I said jumping up off of the couch, I was sitting beside Sarah *hehe* "Lets play truth or dare!"

"Okay...?" everyone said at the same time hesitating a little. I sat back down.

"Oww!" Sarah screamed.

"Oh my god, im so sorry are you okay?" I said jumping back up, when I stood up to see if everyone wanted to play truth or dare Sarah put her legs out as if she was saving my spot or something...*thinks*

"Im fine, but thanks." she said rubbing her legs.

"Back to truth or dare everyone!" I said excitedly <---Don't know if its a word hehe

"Ryan, truth or dare?" I asked him.

<Ryan's POV>

Why did he have to ask me? Oh well, i'll just say dare.

"Uh...Dare?" I said looking at Brendon.

"Wooo, I know." Brendon said with a misterious look on his face. Oh crap, I knew what he was going to say.

<Liz's POV>

"Go in the closet with Liz for 7 minutes!" Brendon said pointing to the closet.

"What?" Me and Ryan both yelled at the same time.

"Woo, looks like they'd make a better couple then I thought." Brendon, said, I could feel my checks getting hot so I grabbed Ryans arm and pulled him into the closet.

"Why did you do that?" Ryan asked pulling me to the floor.

"Because, I..I...I didn't want people to think as you of a chicken." I said, that was the only thing I could come up with.

"Tell me the real reason Elizabeth." he said holding my hand. Elizabeth? only my mom called me that when she was mad at me.

"You don't want to know." I said looking side ways.

"Yes I do, I care about what you have to say Elizabeth." Ryan said leaning in closer towards me.

"Its, Its, its..." I stuttered. I couldn't say it, he would hate me if I did.

"Please tell me, I wont hate you." He said placing a light kiss on my check. Wow, that was creepy.

"Its because I love you." I quickly said under my breath.

"What?" Ryan asked looking confused.

"I told you you didn't want to hear it." I said starting to get up.

Ryan grabbed my arm and pulled me back down. He kissed me gently on the lips, I could tell he really meaned it. After about a minute. He pulled away.

"Damn Ryan kisses good." I thought, but I said it our loud. Damn, I really need to think before I speak.

"Thanks, you kiss good too!" He said. At that moment, Brendon flung open the door and said "TIMES UP!"

Kk, part 2! Liz, I hope you like it...*hehe* and yah, dun dun dun..Im eatting chinese and im making faces with it *hehe* im so stupid, >_<

You guys, Im starting a new fan fict, because Autumn is like never going to be on anymore and she wont be able to read it and also, im gettin bored of it...sorry =(  Oh an Liz, I lied about our age in this one, but everything else I say about us is true...like..what we look like, He He

<My POV> (Sarah)

"Is it still me that makes you sweat am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as your sliding off your dress?" Brendon sang looking straight at me and Liz. Okay so i guess I should start from the beginning. My name is Sarah and I am 18. I have dark brown hair and hazel eyes just like Ryan Rosses. *hehe* My best friends name is Elizabeth, but I call her Liz for short. She is also 18 and has black hair with almost black eyes, kind of like Brendons. *hehe as well* She was the most geourgous thing at Panic!'s consert other then...Panic! of course.

"This is awesome!" Liz screamed.

"I know!" I screamed back, "Thank you so much for getting the tickets!"

"No problem." Liz said bouncing up and down.

you see, Liz had got the tickets from her uncle who works with Panic! After the show was done. Me and Liz went backstage with her uncle.

"Oh my Liz, I can't believe we get to go on tour with them!" I said jumping up and down.

"I know!" she screamed.

I has met Panic! once before and I just fell in love with them all. But mostly with Brendon. *hehe* Im not a crazy fan girl, they scare me...a lot. I think Brendon is amazing, I man, hes talented, sweet, shyish, hyper and he is such a gentleman. Liz had developed a crush on Ryan and i knew it, but she wouldn't admit it. We were so excited that we would be able to spend so much time with the guys. I wanted to tell Brendon, but I know he wouldn't feel the same way that i do.

<Brendon's POV>

I was so excited that Sarah was coming on our tour with us, because there was only three rooms on our bus. Me and Sarah would sleep in a room together. Ryan and Liz would sleep in another room together. Jon and Spencer would sleep in a room together as well. We desided to set it up this way because I though Sarah was amazing and Ryan thought Liz was the best person ever. Oh and did I mention Liz's uncle wasn't coming? Man, I can't wait!

<Liz's POV> 

After the concert was over, me and Sarah walked back stage.

"Oh my..." I said under my breath.

"What was that?" Ryan asked with his shirt off.

"Nothing!" I said quickly blushing a bit while I was still staring.

"You know, if you want, you can touch." Ryan said blushing as well.

"Really?" I said without thinking, "Oh my, did I say that out loud?"

"Yeah..." everyone said laughing.

I could feel my checks getting hot.

Sorry Autumn for what you do in this Part! Sorry =(

<Autumn's POV>

After running out of the tour bus. I ran, I ran for a long time. I came to a pond and sat on the edge. I noticed something catching the light from the sun. I picked it up. You know what it was? It was a fucking razor. Out of everything else it could have been, it was a fucking shinny razor. I placed it on my wrist. Closed my eyes and ran it across. I felt the pain the razir had made. I placed my wrist and the the razor into the pond. I felt a little better and started walking back towards the tour bus bring the razor with me incase Ryan tried to hurt anyone again. When I was close to the bus, I saw Anne sitting on the ground leaning on the bus crying her eyes out. I went up to ask her what happened.

"Whats wrong Anne?" I asked her patting her back.

"Get the fuck away from me." she said pushing me away.

"What are you talking about?" I asked feeling like a total idiot.

"B-b-brendon...l-loves you, and he h-hates me." she managed to say through her tears.  Oh no, now, lots of people are hurt.

"What?" I asked putting my arm down by mistake.

"Brendon, loves, you, and, he, is, leaving, me, for, you!" she said trying to keep calm as well as looking down. Crap! she saw my wrist. Im sure she wont care though.

"No, he loves you!" I said pulling my arm up.

"Let me see your arm." she said stopping her tears.

"Why?" I asked.

"NOW!" she yelled.

"NO!" I yelled back.

I think we were screaming a little to loud because all the guys came out. They found Anne trying to grab my wrist.

"Let me see your fucking arm!" she screamed trying to grab my arm.

"No! Get off of me!" I screamed back.

"What the fuck is going on here?" Brendon asked scratching his head.

"Autumn is cutting!" she screamed and she dropped to the ground crying.

"What?!?!?" All the guys asked at the same time.

"Autumn, can I have your razor?" Anne said calmly through her tears.

"Why?" I asked.

"To see if there is any fresh blood on it." she said holding her hand out.

I took the razor out of my pocket and everthing went slow after that. Brendon was yelling at me not to give it to her and he started running towards her trying to stop what she was about to do. Ryan just stood there, his arms crossed and smilling. She took the razor out of my hand and said Thank you for taking the pain away from her life. After that, it was a blurr.

<Brendon's POV>

I saw Autumn taking the razor from her pocket and I knew what was about to happen. From here, it went like slow motion. I screamed at Autumn not to give Anne the razor but it was to late. I ran over to try and stop Anne, but once again, it was to late. She took the razor and ran it across her throat making blood fly everywhere. I saw Autumn collapse backwards and I screamed for help, but no one came. I felt hot tears roll down my face but I couldn't do anything about it.Everyone was frozen in there spot, except me. How could I have done this to them, I don't know how I can go on.

<Ryan's POV>

It all went to fast for me to help. I just stood there. I saw tears roll down Brendons face. What a wuss. God, I always hated that guy, he always was jealous of me and he was way to full of himself. I saw Brendon pick up the razor. I knew where this was going. Jon and Spencer ran over to try and atleast save Brendon, but it was to late. He has made a long, deep slit up his arm, the bloos was pouring out and I heard Spencer and Jon tell me to go call an abulance, but I just stood there, crossing my arms and thinking of what I had done.

Okay you guys, sorry, but last chapter part thingy-ma-bober. Sorry Autumn and Liz, I got tierd of Writing it, and sorry to all of you who ^love^ Ryan, but I was tierd of Brendon always doing something bad. So I changed it *hehe* Ohh and by the way, if anyone was wondering, Brendon didn't die, he went with Autumn and he has a scar on his arm for the rest of his life...so yeah Wow, long comment *byebye*

*Sarah*

Okay, sorry Autumn and (maybe) Liz, but I don't really see where this story is going...Sorry, I think im going to start another one! Oh, and Autumn, I know you wont be on as often, im so sad =( But I feel bad because of what happened. =( CRAP! I just relized, I forgot about Brendon and Anne, opps! ><

<Anne's POV>

I felt somone breathing on my face, I didn't want to move though, I was so tierd from last night *hehe* Finally, I opened my eyes and there stood Brendon only a centimeter away from my face watching me sleep, that asshole.

"Fuck Brendon!" I screamed getting up.

"Sowwy." He said putting on a poutty face.

"Awee, its okay, but, don't watch me sleep, its creepy." I said pulling on some clothes.

"Okay, sweety." he said coming up to me.

We kissed and then we went outside to see Jon, Spencer, Ryan and Autumn were already eatting breakfeast. 

"What were you guys doing in there?" Ryan asked look up from his burnt toast.

"Uh..." me and Brendon said at the same time looking at eachother.

"Wait, I don't even want to know." Ryan said looking back down seeming to be fustrated with his toast.

Me and Brendon sat down at the table thingy and had some cereal. We all ate and then Ryan left to go out somewhere. Autumn seemed worried and left about 5 minutes after Ryan.

"Where you going?" I asked her.

"To see what Ryans doing." she said looking to the ground.

"Okay..." I said looking at Brendon nervously.

<Autumn's POV>

I saw Ryan leave, I knew where he was going, I just didn't believe it so I followed him. After about 10 minutes of walking, I saw him, but he was not alone. I felt my heart rip out og my chest. Right then and there I dropped to the ground crying. Ryan saw and I he looked at me. I got up and ran as fast as I could towards the bus. I walked in and everyone was staring at me.

"Autumn, what happened?" Brendon asked.

"Nothing, if Ryan comes, tell him im not here." I said walking towards the bathroom.

I locked myself in and started crying my eyes out. I heard the tour bus door open and I shut up quickly so Ryan wouldn't hear me.

"Where is she?" Ryan yelled.

"I don't know." Brendon said, oh, thank you so much Brendon

"Where is she?" Ryan said again, I could tell he was getting impationt.

"I said, I don't know!" Brendon said, I could hear him get up.

"Fuck Brendon, you...UHHH!" I heard Ryan yell.

At the moment, my life changed forever. I heard a lot of crashing. and Anne screaming, telling Ryan to stop. Brendon, was risking his life for me, I couldn't let Ryan bet him up.

"STOP!" I screamed walking out of the bathroom. There stood Ryan holding Brendon up in the air. Brendon with blood all over him. Everyone just stared at me. No one dared to move.

"Autumn, I'm-im sorry, I-I I tried." Brendon said gasping for air.

"Autumn!" Ryan yelled dropping Brendon and coming towards me, "I an ex-"

"Don't you touch me." I yelled.

"What? What are you talking about, you love me and I love you." he said trying to hug me.

"No I don't you, you, YOU BROKE MY HEART AND YOU WERE BEATING UP BRENDON!" I screamed slapping him across the face really hard. I slapped him so hard, I could feel the pain on my own hand.

"Ouch.." Brendon said still laying on the floor with everyone around him.

"Shut up Brendon." Ryan said starting to walk over to him.

"Don't you dare go near him either." I said grapping Ryans arm.

"Let go of me bitch, why do you care if I beat up Brendon." he said pulling away.

"Because, Because, Bec-" I said getting inturrupted.

"Tell me!" Ryan screamed.

"Because I love him!" I screamed running out of the bus.

<Brendon's POV>

I layed there, in shock of what Autumn had said. She loved me. I looked over to Anne and saw tears forming in her eyes. Oh Fuck. I can't go out with them both. Fuck, what am I going to do. I, I-

"So, whos it going to be?" Anne said looking up, I could see the tears runninh down her face.

"What?" I asked, I could feel tears forming in my eyes.

"Who?" She asked desperatly, "Me, or Autumn?"

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Damnit Brendon just answer!" She yelled searching for my eyes, I kept looking away, "Oh no, no, Brendon, please, please don't!"

"Sorry Anne I can't be wit-" I said getting interuppted.

"Good, now me and Anne don't have to hide our relationship." Ryan said proudly.

"What?" I asked looking up at him.

Okay, so I decided that I am going to write another one, just because I made the story go somewhere, please comment, and I am going to do a new one, very, very soon, Hopefully ><

Okay, so third one today! Blah! I might do another one, depends on how I feel! >< BLAH!

<Autumn's POV>

We were driving to some place that Panic! would be performing. Everyone was quiet on the couch. Until Brendon opened his mouth, stupid kid.

"So!" he said looking at Anne, "Anyone wanna play Truth or Dare?"

"Uh..." Jon and Spencer said at the same time.

"Its okay, we wont make you do anything to the other girls." Brendon said with a grin on his face.

"Okay..." they both said slowly.

"So! How about it!" he asked.

"Okay." we all said at the same time.

"Ryan!" Brendon said quickly. "Truth or Dare."

"Oh brother." Ryan said looking to the floor, "Uh...dare, I guess."

"Dare?" Brendon sid with a giant smile on his face.

Oh no, he wont.

"I dare you to...go in your room with Autumn for....7 minutes!" he said laughing.

He did! Stupid kid.

"Urg...fine!" Ryan snapped.

"Come on Autumn." he said pulling me by the arm into his room.

He closed the door and Brendon started the timer. He pulled me closer towards him looking into my eyes. He was so close to me, even closer then before. He was only about a centimeter away from my lips. He kissed, he got deeper and deeper with his kiss. After what seemed like forever, Brendon opened the door and yelled 'TIMES UP!' We both pulled away from eachother gasping.

"Wow Ryan, you sure are taking a leap!" Brendon said laughing.

"Shut up Brendon!" Ryan yelled leaving the room.

"What are you talking about?" I asked Brendon.

"Oh, Ryan usually goes slowly, very slowly, he sure must like you a lot!" he said leaving the room.

I felt my checks get hot, but strangly it was after Ryan has kissed me. I left the room and sat next to Ryan, but before I actually sat down, he grabbed me and pulled me onto his lap.

"Ryan, go!" Brendon said grinning.

"Okay," Ryan said looking at the two guys, "Jon, Truth or Dare?"

"Uh...dare?" Jon said nervously.

"I dare you to go with Spencer into the closet for 10 minutes!" Ryan said laughing.

"Fuck Ryan, and I thought Brendon was peverted." Jon yelled.

"Hey, you picked dare buddy, your own fault." Ryan said putting his hands in the air.

<Ryan's POV>

After we had finished Truth or Dare, everyone went to there rooms. I was with Autumn, I was so happy! I was able to spend time alone with her, and at night! I took off my shirt and pants because I just wanted to sleep in my boxers, Autumn went to the bathroom and changed, when she came back, she was wearing and oversized t-shirt and a pair of pajama pants.

"Night Ryan." she said turning off the lights and going into her covers.

"Good night Autumn." I said, "I-I-I"

"What is it Ryan?" she asked.

"I love you." I said quickly and then turning around.

I felt someone hug me. I turned over and saw Autumn laying right beside me, on my bed! I felt my checks get hot but I was glad we were in the dark.

"I love you too." she said kissing me.

She layed her head on my chest, I could hear her breathing softly. Her breathing seemed to relax me from the stressful day.

<Autumn's POV>

Did he just say that he loved me? I quietly got off my bed and layed on his. I hugged him and he turned around. Ryan is so sweet. I never thought that he would say that. But he did, and I can tell that he really meaned it, or atleast I hoped he really meaned it. I layed my head on his chest and he started breathing softer and softer. It relaxed me so much. I fell asleep easily laying on him.

Man, there sure is a lot of talking, so yeah, and yeah, Blah! I don't think im going to post another one! Hope you guys like it! =)

Okay, so I feel alittle better now! blah okay so yeah...hope you guys like it and wow, this story is taking a long time to finish Dun dun dunnnnnnn! xo

<Ryan's POV>

I saw Autumn with...with....I felt hot tears starting to roll down my face, Brendon told me she loved me, he lied, he lied, what...what am I going to do....she was with...Jon! That bastard, im going to k-

"Ryan!" Autumn yelled, "He-"

"Autumn, Brendon told me you loved me, im sorry that, I, kissed y-" I said stuttering.

"HELP ME!" She screamed.

"What?" I asked very confused.

"Shut up Autumn!" I heard Jon say.

"Fuck! Im going to kill you Jon! Let go of her right now!" I screamed still feeling tears run down my face.

"No! She loves me!" he screamed pulling Autumn closer.

"No I fucking don'!" She screamed trying to pull away.

I just stood there, I couldn't move, Autumn kept yelling at me to help her, but I couldn't move. Brendon and Anne came over to see what everyone was screaming about. Brendon pulled Jon off of Autumn and Anne comforted her. I still, just stood there, frozen in my spot. I finally dropped to the ground crying. I felt someone hug me I knew it was Autumn. I felt hot tears landing on my back from Autumn. I got up slowly, and so did she. I pulled her close to me and we stated in the very spot for a long time.

"Im sorry Autumn, I-I-I-" I said stuttering.

"Its okay Ryan, Its okay, Im here, nothing bad happened to me." she said rubbing my back.

"I know, but, but, I should have helped you, I couldn't move!" I said crying.

"Its okay Ryan, I would have gotten out of Jons grip eventually." she said laughing a bit.

I didn't say anything. That wasn't funny what happened to her. Im-im-im so stupid!  I should have helped her! FUCK! After about 10 minutes of Autumn holding me, she lead me to the couch where we sat down. Brendon came out of the room with some blood on his shirt.

"Oh my, Autumn." he said walking up.

"What?" she asked.

"Jon was drunk, he has no idea what he is actually doing." he said with a nervous face.

We both didn't say anything. Brendon left and we both knew what the other one was think.

<Brendon's POV>

Okay, so know that the 'insedent' with Jon and Autumn is over, I will tell you how we desided to split the rooms. Because me and Anne are together, we are sharing a room. I can obviously tell that Ryan and Autumn are in love, so they can share a room! Then that leaves Jon and Spencer *hehe* I hope they don't get to busy together. *hehe* In the room me and Anne are staying in, there is only one bed, but thats okay! *hehe* The room Ryan and Autumn is staying in has two beds, they are beside each other. The one in Jon and Spencers room also has two beds, a bunk bed though.

I know I know, very short, but, Im going to do another post! *hehe* Brendon has a dirty dirty mind! Okay, Autumn, sorry about that whole thing with Jon. Ohh and Sorry to everyone who likes Jon. Remember he was drunk! Blah! comment and whatever else! ><

*Sarah*

Okay, so Im really tierd and im sorry if I spell stuff wrong you'll just have to deal. so yeah >< stupid loud noises

<Autumn's POV>

I felt my cheeks get hot when Ryan was coming closer and closer towards me. He put his arms around me and... he leaned back and kissed me on the check. I just stood there stupidly. He pulled away and he smiled, then walked away towards the house.

"He so likes you." Brendon said.

"Uh..." I said just standing there.

"Brendon!" Anne snapped at him.

"Sorry!" he said running towards the house.

"Uh..." I still stood there not moving an inch.

"Its okay, hes gone" Anne said smiling.

"Wow..." I said looking to the ground.

"I never saw that coming!" Anne said laughing a bit.

"Same here, I thought he could never like someone like me." I said feeling my checks get hotter.

When I said that, I heard a door open and then close, I looked up and saw Ryan and Brendon coming out of the house, I turned around to face Anne so I wouldn't have to look at Ryan because I was somewhat scared of him at the moment. I felt something grab my waist and pull me around. I closed my eyes and felt something gracefuly touch my lips. I opened my eyes and saw Ryan.

"Looks like Ryan's getting some action." I heard Brendon say laughing.

Ryan pulled away and stepped back breathing heavly.

"Brendon! Shut up!" Ryan yelled.

"Sorry dude!" Brendon said hiding behind Anne.

"Im not going to protect you buddy." Anne said stepping sideways.

"Fuck." Brendon said.

"You better run dude before I kick your ass!" I heard Ryan say.

<Ryan's POV>

I can't believe that stupid asshole broke up me and Autumn kissing. Man, I really like her, Brendon told me that she likes me too, but im not sure if that guy is lying or not. After awhile af me chasing Brendon, he finally gave up and collapsed on the ground gasping for forgiveness.

"Please....please dont kill me....i'll never do it again." he said gasping for air.

"Fine, but one of these days, im going to do that to you and Anne." I said standing above him, "Got it?"

"Yes...yes...i got it." He said still gasping for air.

I started to walk back to the house but when I got there, Autumn wasn't out side anymore. I asked Anne and she said she went inside to go to the bathroom and that she looked a little green. Oh no, was she, sick? I went to go check on her to make sure she was all right. I looked in the door and saw her, but, she was not alone.

Okay, so its about 10pm and its Christmas, I am only going to do one post today because I am soo tierd!! ><

<Anne's POV>

When I woke up, Brendon was sleeping like a baby. I just wanted to hug him so badly, but I didn't want to wake him. Instead I took a shower so I would hopefully get my mind off of hugging him. When I got out of the shower, I put on some jeans and a t-shirt, and Brendon was still sleeping like a baby, although he had taken over my bed...I was excited that today I could go on tour with Panic! and that Autumn would come as well. I got tierd of watching Brendon sleep so because I wanted to give him a hug so badly, I did! He didn't wake up so I just stared at him for about 30 seconds and then he woke up.

<Brendon's POV>

I felt someone hug me and I didn't want to move because of the night before *hehe* so I stayed in bed. I opened my eyes about 30 seconds later to see if the person was gone. I was wrong, dead wrong. I woke up to find Anne standing above me staring right into my eyes.

"What the fuck?" I asked streching out.

"What?" Anne wondered, "Wouldn't you like to see me when you first wake up?"

"No!" I said panicing, "I love to see you when I first wake up!"

"Then what was it?" she asked.

"It was unexpected." I said with a grin on my face.

I pulled her into me and she rolled over onto the bed. We kissed for a few seconds but then she pulled away.

"You better get dressed before Autumn is here buddy." she said.

"Yeah, i'll meet you downstairs." I said

"Is that a demand?" she questioned with a grin on her face.

"No!" I quickly said back.

Anne left the room without saying anything back. I layed on the bed for awhile just thinking about what it would be like to go on tour and how we would divide that rooms. Ohh well, well figure that our later. I took a shower because I was pretty sure that I smelt bad. When I came out I put on a pair on tight jeans and a t-shirt covered by a green sweater that I loved. When I came downstairs Autumn was already there, ready with all her stuff! She looked really excited to go on tour with us. I think she was suprised that Anne invited her when we barly even know her. Ohh well, I think about it later...or not.

<Autumn's POV>

When I got to Annes house, she let me in and I noticed Brendon wasn't there. Im sure his upstairs or something. About five minutes later, Brendon came from upstairs and Anne told me before that would would leave as soon as Brendon came from upstairs. I was so excited, I didn't eat that morning.

"I need to eat first." Brendon said when he was walking to the kitchen as if he knew what I was about to say.

"Okay!" I said almost bouncing off the walls.

"Calm down Autumn, Im sure Ryan will like you too!" Brendon said laughing a little.

How did he know about me liking Ryan? Can he read minds or something?

"What are you talking about?" I said quickly.

"Its okay, i'll keep it a secret." he said.

"Okay, thank you." I said looking to the ground.

"So you actually do like him?" He asked like he was suprised.

"Yes!" I yelled quickly, "Is there a problem with that?"

"No, I was just taking a wild guess." He said laughing a bit.

"Brendon!" Anne spoke firmly.

"Sorry." Brendon said shrinking away.

<Anne's POV>

Man, Brendon can be so rude sometimes! Oh well, I still love him anyways! *hehe* So, after Brendon was done eating, we all went in Autumns car and Brendon started driving towards Spencers grandmas house where all the guys were supposed to meet for the tour. The car wa really silent but me and Brendon could hear Autumn singing to herself quietly. When we were about half way to Spencers grandmas house, we got stuck in traffic.

<Ryan's POV>

What was aking Brendon so long? He was supposed to be here 10 minutes ago. Im sure he'll be here in a minute, and, he was. As soon as I turned away to go into the house, I heard a honk coming from down the street, I turned and saw a car that didn't look familiar. It turned out to be Brendon and there was two other girls in the care with him. One of them I knew, Brendon girlfriend Anne, but the other one, I had no idea. 

"Hey Brendon, Anne and..." I said

"Autumn." the mysterious girl said.

"Hi Autumn, im Ryan." I said

"Nice to meet you!" she said, I could tell she was holding back from hugging me.

"You know, I wont bite." I said laughing a bit.

"Excuse me?" she said blushing.

"Fine, I'll do it, since you wont." I said going up to her.     

Oh my, this is my third post today...my eyes hurt soo much! Aww help me!

<Brendon's POV>

After I got out of the hospital Autumn gave us a ride home. Because of her generousity, I offered if she wanted to come and meet all the guys from Panic! At the disco. She was so excited and she hugged me so tight I couldn't breath. I was shocked she loved us so much. Me and Anne went inside her house. We were both hungry so Anne made supper well I sat on the couch and watched tv.

"Thank you so much Anne." I said looking to the ground. "For...saving my life."

"Its not problem Brendon, I love you and I would do anything to save your life ever if it means taking my own." she spoke with tears coming to her eyes.

"Don't cry sweety, I wouldn't let anything happen to you." I said, I could feel hot tears starting to stream down my face.

"Thats not what im worried about." she said trying to hold her tears in.

I didn't care if she saw me cry, I mean, if she cares enough about me, she wont care if I cry, well, she'll care but she wont think that im anyless of a man. I hope. After about 10 minutes, Anne called me and told me dinner was ready. We ate silently, all you could hear was the wond blowing outside.

<Anne's POV>

When we were done dinner, I put the dishes in the sink and started to walk towards the couch not relizing Brendon was behind me. He grabbed my waist and spun me around to face him, we were so close together, that I could feel him breathing on my face. He picked me up and put me on the couch and got on top of me.

"Brendon, what are you doing?" I asked nervously.

"You said when we get home, and we are home." He said with a grin on his face.

He leaned in and kissed me hesitating a little like he was trying to tease me. I grabed his head and pushed it down forcing his lips to hit mine. I slowly ran his hands up my side and to my back. I pushed him off and got on top of him. He ran his hot soft hands up my shirt and to my back, slowly he took off my shirt. He pushed me off and grabbed my arm leading me to my room. I locked the door and turned off the lights.

<Autumns POV>

I was so excited when Brendon told me that I could meet the rest of the guys from Panic! I think I hugged him to tight because his face was going blue...*thinks* oh well. The person from Panic! I wanted to meet the most was Ryan! He was amazing, he had so many talents, he was outgoing, sweet and not to mention beautiful in so many ways! I loved everything about him, I was so excited about tomorrow! I think, im going to go out and buy some new clothes to wear for tomorrow! It would be so great if I got to go on tour with them. Ring Ring Ring  

*phone convo*

"Hello?" I said

"Hi, Autumn? Its Anne." Anne said

"Oh hi!" I said "How did you get my number?"

"Phone book!" She sounded like she just finished doing something active.

"Oh." I said

"Hey, Panic! Is going on tour tomorrow and I was wonderinf if you wanted to come because I wou;d be the only girl there and I don't want that," she asked

"Okay! That would be great!" I said jumping up and down.

"Okay, see you tomorrow," she said, "come to my house at 8:00am."

"Okay, see you then, bye." I said still jumping up and down.

"Bye." she said laughing.

Oh no! I forgot to tell you what Anne looks like! Well, how can I say it, Anne is beautiful, just the Brendon. She has dark brown hair and hazel eyes. She seemed like she cared a lot about Brendon and that she was very kind to everyone. At the time I meet her, she was wearing dark blue jeans and a brown sweater that looked old. Her hair was messy and seemed like it hadn't been brushed in awhile. I can't wait until tomorrow! I hope Ryan will feel the same way about me, although I don't think he would ever like me.

Okay, last port for today, my eyes are killing me and I can't consintrate! Spelt wrong, ohh well, don't care, okay hope you guys like it and yeah...comment please...

Dun Dun Dun.....DOUBLE POST! WoO wOo! Sorry, hyper! ><

<Autumn's POV>

So, I was in the car, driving along, until I saw to people making out. One of them had a jacket rapped around his chest. I desided to stop to see...Wow! A butterful! How pretty! Oh right, I desided to stop to see if they needed a lift. Finally, after about 2 minutes of talking, they got in the car, but when we were talking I noticed the guy named Brendon to stare at me. Brendon looked like I knew him, but I couldn't put my eye on it. But anyways I started getting nervous, but I still wanted to help these to fine people. Me and the girl started talking while Brendon stayed quiet.  

"Thank you so much for driving us to the hospital." the girl said.

"No problem, I would do...Ohh my god! I love this song!" I screamed

"Uh...You mean Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off." Brendon said.

"Yeah! I love Panic! At the disco's music, it has so much meaning in it." I said.

"Oh, well, we always like to here that!" Brendon said excited.

"OH MY GOSH!" I screamed.

I slammed on the brakes and almost got hit. No wonder he looked so familier! Hes from Panic! At the disco! I can't believe it!

"Uh...can you keep going?" Brendon asked nervously.

"Oh, im sorry." I apoligised. "Were almost at the hospital!"

"Good, its starting to really hurt now." Brendon said grabbing his chest.

<Annes POV>

Autumns reaction was so funny. Although I held in my laughter because I knew Brendon would give me an evil glare. Autumn seemed to kind compared to most people I know. She had  black hair with purple streaks. Her eyes were light blue with some gray and her eyeliner made her eyes pop out. Amazingly, she was wearing a 'Panic! At the disco' t-shirt anf light blue skiny jeans. She seemed like she was always hyper and got side tracked easily, Brendon kept staring at her and I was starting to get worried.

"Brendon." I said quickly.

"What?" he asked taking his eyes off of Autumn.

"What are you looking at?" I wondered.

"Nothing..." he said baby-ish

"You sure?" I asked.

"Yes, no, maybe." he said poutting his lips.

"Okay mister, enough." I said and Brendon stopped.

I leaned into him, and he pulled me from my seat into the back. He grabed my hips and pushed me down on the seat. He leaned into kiss me and asked for permisson to get in my mouth, I let him but I waited a few seconds before I did. He put his hands up my shirt and tried to unhook my bra strap. But I stopped him, although I didn't want to.

"Brendon!" I snapped at him.

"Please?" he asked with poutty lips.

"No!" I said quickly.

"Please?" he said kissing me on the neck.

"Not here, later tonight, okay?" I whispered in his ear.

"Okay." he whispered back kissing me one last time and sitting up.

"Don't you guys try anything in my car." Autumn said laughing.

"What are you talking about?" Brendon and I said at the same time.

When we finally got to the hospital, Autumn desided to come in with us because we would obviously need a ride home.  

<Brendon's POV>

Stupid car, stupid Autumn, stupid everything. Man, I wanted it so bad. Oh well, I'll get it later.

"Brendon Urie?" a nurse asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"You can leave now." the nurse said, "But-"

"Oh man, here it comes." I whispered under my breath.

Okay people, I might do another post today, but my eyes hurt so yeah... and I know, this story is getting dirty! And Autumn, hope ya liked it again! *hehe* everyone comment please! =)

You guys, im going to try first person!! Aww, run and hide! Okay, tell me if its good or not!

*Anne's POV*

Me and Brendon were sitting there for what seemed like hours. I was about to fall asleep on Brendons lap when I felt something going down my side.

"Brendon." I said slowly.

"What?" he said quicky, "Can't a guy have fun with his girl?"

"Ohh, so im your girl now hey?" I asked.

"Well, no, but, I was going to ask you." He said quickly.

I opened my eyes and he looked so innocent, with his pouty lips and his big brown eyes staring down at me. I just laughed and leaned up to brush his lips with mine teasing him.

"Aww, come one?" he asked.

"Maybe...if you do that thing again." I asked.

"No...You made me stop, now you don't get." he replied.

"Please?" I said making the face he always does.

"Okay." he said sweetly.

"Thank you BunnBunn." I said with a smile on my face.

"Is that my new name or something?" he questioned

"No, Its just funny watching you get strested." I said with big eyes.

"Fine..." he said sternly.

He started to rub his hands on my sides again, up and down. He slowly moved to my back and I layed back down on his lap. He leaned down and kissed me gently, I felt something touch my lips, like a tounge or something.

<Brendons POV>

I pressed my lips on hers and I asked for permission to get in her mouth. She let me in after waiting a few seconds like she was taunting me. I loved Anne with all my heart and I was so greatful for her saving me. We made out for...I don't know about, 5 minutes and then we heard a honk. I pulled away and Anne sat up wiping her lips.

"You guys need a lift?" a women said in a truck.

"Uh.." Anne said slowly.

"Ohh, I should probably introduce myself shouldn't I." she said.

"Yeah, probably." I said nervously.

"My name is Autumn, Im 16...and you can probably see the rest." she said.

"Uh, I guess we could get a ride, I mean, we've been out here for ever, and Brendon needs to go to a hospital." Anne spoke nervously but desperatly at the same time.

"Hop in you two, and I'll get him to the hospital, soon." Autumn spoke like she really cared.

I know, short, but, yeah whatever, comment please!! And Autumn, I hoped you liked it!! =)

Anne was alone by herself, not a sound anywhere. Below her she heard a creak in the floor boards. "Creak" went the floor boards as she walked through the house. Down the hall Brendon was laying on the floor, he was the only one who knew she was there.

"Escape," she slowly said to herself, "thats the only way I will get out."

She heared someone breathing deaply, scared of what might happen she slowy walked towards it. She saw Brendon lying on the ground griping his chest tightly.

"Oh my god!" she yelled out, "Are you okay?"

"Leave." Brendon said gasping for air, "Before...its to late."

"NO!?!?!" she screamed out, "I won't leave you!"

"Shhh" he spoke carefully, "They'll find us if you keep yelling."

"Wheres your cell phone Brendon?" she asked quietly.

"Dead, they broke it before they left." he replied.

"Fuck." she whispered under her breath.

"What?" Brendon asked.

"Nothing, im getting us out of here!" she said.

Anne lifted Brendon with all her might, she began to run out the door but Brendon shouted in pain.

"I need a bandage." he said.

"Okay." she replied.

Anne wrapped Brendon's wounds with her jacket and started off again. She ran through the forest without a dought in her mind. Something sharp pierced her foot but she was to worried about Brendon to relize. She saw bright lights passing in the distance. She ran faster and faster towards them. When she finally reached the lights, she sat down with Brendon still in her arms. Anne watched him fall asleep in her arms. He kept moving his head towards her as if he wanted protection, and thats what Anne did. She stayed up watching him through the whole night to make sure nothing happened to him. Come morning, Brendon had curled up into a little ball on Anne, she was exausted from watching Brendon all night.

When Brendon finally woke up, he saw her holding him tightly in her arms to make sure no harm had come to him. Although she was fast asleep, Brendon slowly tried to get up, but he stopped because it hurt way to much. Inside, he wanted to give Anne a kiss for helping him and thats what he did. When he got close to her lips, Anne woke up but didn't relize what was happening until half a second later. She pulled away not knowing why he kissed her. 

"What was that for?" she asked blushing.

"For saving my life." he replied with a touch of gentalness in his voice.

"Brendon, I have to tell you something."  she slowly said.

"What is it?" he asked, "You better tell me know, because it might be your last chance."

"I love you!" she screamed closing her eyes.

"Huh," he spoke looking to the ground, "Me too."

Perhaps continued later if you people like it! =)

Okay people, this is my first Journal thingy and please tell me if I should write more! Tell me if it is good or not!  And if you want me to write the other part, then I will, so please tell me! =D

*Sarah*