Heartbreak Is Half The Fun, You Bring The Bullets I’ll Bring The Gun

Okay, because I love you guys soo much! Im going to post the first part of my new fan fict...hehe, Im bored out of my skull, and I have to start studying in like...20 minutes, so you guys better like it! =) Here it goes....

<My Pov(Sarah)>

Urg...why do we have to start thinking about college now? Where only...18..haha Opps, nevermind. Thats besides the point, in a week, I get to go back to Las Vegas! Im so excited! The best part is, I will get ti see Brendon again! I was 6 when I first met him. I miss him soo much! Oh! Also, my best friend Elizabeth is coming and she has no idea Im friends with Brendon! Well, I should probably introduce myself, My name is Sarah, I am 18 years old. I have dark brown hair..with hazel/honey eyes (Think of Ryans eyes with some blue in it) I am...5'5 I think. Woo, Brendons online! =)
B-dizzle says:    yo girly!
*Sarah* says:    hey buddy, whats up?
B-dizzle says:    oh nothing, just thinking you?
*Sarah* says:    nothing...just excited, what are you thinking about?
B-dizzle says:    you <3  why are you excited?
*Sarah* says:    awee, thats so sweet! <3 AND! Im excited 'cuz im coming to Las Vegas in a week with my best friend! =)
B-dizzle says:    omg, really? im like, so totally excited!
*Sarah* says:    thanks, well, I gotta go, see you in a week, i'll come visit! Love you!
B-dizzle says:    love you too! see you then!

Man I love this kid, well, i should probably tell Mariana.

*Phone Convo*

"Hello?"
"Hey Mar, Its sarah."
"Oh hi, whats up?"
"Nothing, you doing anything next week?"
"Uh..no why?"
"Because were going to Las Vegas!"
"AHHHH! OH MY GOD! I LOVE YOU!"
"WHo doesn't? But I gotta go."
"Oh okay, bye."
"Bye M&M"
"Bye fatass."

*End Convo*

I better start paking...no, ill do it tomorrow, im to tierd.  But, Mariana...what to say about her...lets see....shes about 5'5, She has dark brown eyes, her hair is jet black, she wears all black(most of the time), and guess what her favourite color is??? BLUE! Haha, you thought I was going to say black didn't you? But thats besides the point, she is african american(She kicks ass! =D) SHe is also 18 and yeah...that should be about it? Oh gawd im tierd, so good night! =)

Okay, I hope you guys liked it! Comment. Buzz. Anything else?

Last part every one! Hope you all likes it, im going to start a new one after exams...so yeah!

<Brendons POV>

I thought she was going to say no. I was so nervous. I stood at the alter, waiting for ducky, yeah my nickname for her, to come down the isle(sp?) . Ryan was my best man, go figure.

"Good luck." he whispered.

"Than-" I said losing my words at one look at Dakota. She was wearing an ivory white dress, with a design of roses on the top. The bottem was simply straight down with a but of "poof". Her train was a medium lenght and her hair was let down and straight.

"You look beautiful." I said when she reached me.

"Wait till you see the blue thing im wearing." she whispered. I just smiled and she smiled back. After what seemed like forever! The priest dude was finally finished.

"I now pronounce you man and wife." he said, "you may now kiss the bride." I slowly leaned in, I placed my lips on hers and everyone burst out clapping and whistling.

<On honey moon still B-dens POV>

Woo! We're finally here. I was caring Dakota up the stairs bridal style. So many fucking stairs and no elevator.

"We're here my beautiful wife." I whisperd looking down to find Dakota sleeping in my arms. I brought her in teh room and gently placed her on the bed. I then gently took her gown off. Wow, she wasn't kidding about the blue thing she was wearing. I then put her favourite pj's on and took my clothes off procceding to go to bed.

"I love you Dakota Urie." I whispered in her ear.

"I love you too Brendon Urie." she said back wrapping her arms around me. I just smiled and we both fell alseep knowning we'll wake up together. x3

Okay! Last part..I know short...but, deal! So yeah..and I hope you liked it and I will start another one after exams that is more then...10 parts! Woo, what a challenge! Love *Sarah*

Last part every one! Hope you all likes it, im going to start a new one after exams...so yeah!

<Brendons POV>

I thought she was going to say no. I was so nervous. I stood at the alter, waiting for ducky, yeah my nickname for her, to come down the isle(sp?) . Ryan was my best man, go figure.

"Good luck." he whispered.

"Than-" I said losing my words at one look at Dakota. She was wearing an ivory white dress, with a design of roses on the top. The bottem was simply straight down with a but of "poof". Her train was a medium lenght and her hair was let down and straight.

"You look beautiful." I said when she reached me.

"Wait till you see the blue thing im wearing." she whispered. I just smiled and she smiled back. After what seemed like forever! The priest dude was finally finished.

"I now pronounce you man and wife." he said, "you may now kiss the bride." I slowly leaned in, I placed my lips on hers and everyone burst out clapping and whistling.

<On honey moon still B-dens POV>

Woo! We're finally here. I was caring Dakota up the stairs bridal style. So many fucking stairs and no elevator.

"We're here my beautiful wife." I whisperd looking down to find Dakota sleeping in my arms. I brought her in teh room and gently placed her on the bed. I then gently took her gown off. Wow, she wasn't kidding about the blue thing she was wearing. I then put her favourite pj's on and took my clothes off procceding to go to bed.

"I love you Dakota Urie." I whispered in her ear.

"I love you too Brendon Urie." she said back wrapping her arms around me. I just smiled and we both fell alseep knowning we'll wake up together. x3

Okay! Last part..I know short...but, deal! So yeah..and I hope you liked it and I will start another one after exams that is more then...10 parts! Woo, what a challenge! Love *Sarah*

Part 7!! Wooo! Im almost done...maybe 1 or 2 more parts!! Then Ill start a new one! WOOO! Go me, its my birthday, were gonna party like its my birthday! Woo! Well, its not my birthday but thats besides the point! WOO! kinda hyper today...!!

>10 months later< (I know, long time, just, shut up....*grr*)

"Hey dakota...you want to go out?" Brendon asked kissing me on my head. He always did that, but i never got tierd or it.

"uh..sure." I said grabbing the baby out of the crib. Yes, Brendon had a baby...ha, we had a baby together. It was a boy x3. We named him Joshua Ryan Urie. Yeah, why Ryan as a middle name? Good question, ask Brendon, that idiot, he promised Ryan to name the baby Ryan, i refused so thats his middle name now.

"Where do you want to go?" brendon asked me.

"Uh..I don't care." i replied.

"Okay, then its a suprize." Brendon said with an evil smirk.

"Okat then Brendon...you do whatever your little mind wants to." I said walking towards the car. Hum...why didn't he say anything back to that comment? Oh well. I put Josh in his seat in the back and climed in the front. Brendon soon followed wearing a tux.

"Uh..Brendon, where exactly are we going?" I asked nervously.

"Dont worry, it'll be fine." Brendon repiled then locked the doors. wtf was going on? After about a 10 minute drive of pure silence. We came to a little park that was absolutly beautiful. I saw my best friend Andrea that Brendon had meet a couple of times. She took the baby out of the care and Brendon took me by a little pond. What was he doing??

"brendon..." I asked causiously(sp?)

"Shh...." he said taking my hand..uh, whtas going on?

"Uh..Dakota, we've known each other for practicly ever..." he sais, I was starting to get nervous. All of a suden(sp? wow, I can't spell today *grr*) he got on one knee. I think im going to faint.

"Would you marry me?" he asked pulling out the most geourgous(sp?) ring I have ever seen. I was speechless. I kept trying to say yes but nothing came out!! Oh no!

"Hello?" I heard Brendon say, "If you don't wa-"

"YES!" I finally screamed cutting off Brendon.

"Good, thats good to know." he said laughing.

I know, this is VERY short..but I could care less...I would of ended it when Brendon got cut off, before she said yes..but I have plans for the next part *mwhaha* xD I also couldn't kill you guys like that, so yeah! BYE BYE!! Love *Sarah*

Okay..my first one shot...please be nice! =) Oh, and its with Ryan

"Ryan!" I screamed as I ran down the hallway, tears streaming down my face. My short dark brown hair waving behind me. He just kept on walking with his head down.

"Ryan!" I screamed again finally cathing up to him. I put my hand on his shoulder andtwisted him around. A single tear drop ran down his face. Did he already now? How could he, I just found out two minutes ago.

"Im sorry." I said quietly.

"Its not your fault Catrina." he said looking to the ground.

"Yes it is. I could or stopped it, but I didn't!" I said, my voice getting louder.

"Catrina! Its not your fault!" he said looking into my piercing(sp?) green eyes.

"Yes it is." I mumbled under my breath.

"Its not your fault your sister died!" he screamed, people in china could of heard him.

"Ryan...Shh." I said holding my finger to his mouth.

"Not unitl you say it was not your fault." he said crossing his arms.

"Ryan, please don-" I said.

"No! Tell me it was not your fault!" he said like a baby. *grr*, stupid crush. I couldt fight with him, I couldn't lose someone else that I loved all in one day.

"You know what!" I yelled, everyone was staring at us, but I didn't care.

"What?" he asked crossing his arms again.

" I love you!" I screamed. Everyone bursted out in talking and whispering, I knew what they were saying.

"What?" he asked with a confused face.

"I fucking love you!" I said again. I turned around and started to walk away but Ryan grabbed my arm and spun me around. He grabbed my waist and pulled me into him. He gently placed his lips on mine. I never want this moment to end, never.

" I love you too." he said pulling away. I could feel my cheeks getting hotter and hotter. Wait, was that a tear? Oh shit. Ryan gently placed his hand on my cheek and whiped away the tear.

"Sorry." I said looking to the ground.

"Don't be.." he said lifting my chin and placing a soft kiss on my lips.

"I love you Catrina, I always have." He said. I longed for those words. I have always wanted to kiss him, I thought...but I was wrong...he did love me, he really really did.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked putting my arms around his neck.

"I thought you liked Spencer." he said putting his arms around my waist and pulling me even closer to him.

"Spencer?" Yeah right, hes just a friend." I said laughing.

"Oh...well, I love you!" he said blushing a bit. Awee, hes so cute when he blushes.

"Love you too!" I said planting a kiss on his cheek, "You know, you looks so cute when you blush."

"Dont I always look cute?" he asked playfully.

"Yes, yes you do." I replied.

"Finally it happened!" I heard spencer yell, "I was wondering when you two would get together."

"SHut up Spencer." me and Ryan both said.

"Woo, you guys are better together then I thought." Spencer said throwing his hands in the air.

"I love you Catrina." Ryan whispered in my ear.

" I love you too." I whispered back.

Stupid F** computer..*grr* I had about 3 lines left of this story..and then my mouse stopped working! and I had to restart my computer..so, its just about 1 AM, and I am really, really tierd...so proabably there is going to be alot of spelling mistakes..so, deal!

What the hell was Dawson doing here? Hes...no, no!

"What are you doing here?" I asked turning around.

"Just wanted to." he said coming closer towards me.

"Stay away from me." I said taking a step back.

"Hey, your still me girlfriend." he said grabbing my arm.

"No im not!" I said trying to get away.

"Yes, you are!" he said rasing his voice.

"Let go of her!" I heard Brendon yell.

"What are you going to do about it?" Dawson said grabbing my waist and pulling me towards him, "Dak, tell him you wanna be with me!"

"No! I want to be with him!" I screamed trying to pry his dead hands off of me.

"What?" he asked getting fustrated.

"I-dont-want-to-be-with-you!" I said saying it really slowly so his little brain, if he even had one, would understand. Pfft, like that would happen.

"What?" he said staring at me, "You'll do what I say." he said then slapped me across the face. I fell to the ground. I looked up and saw Brendon clenching his wrists, his eyes burned with hatred. I tried to get up, but Dawson put his foot on my back and pushed me to the ground. He held me there for what seemed like hours.

"Brendon..." I said about to cry.

"Shut up Bitch." Dawson said pushing harder on my back.

"No." I said quietly.

"What was that?" Dawson said pushing even harder on my back. I winced in pain. I was very thin and I swear I could feel my bones breaking.

"No." I said louder, "I have never said anything before, I let you beat m, and I didn't do anything about it. Enough, is enough." I got even louder. I jumped up and Dawson flew back hitting his head on a table. I ran to Brendon with tears streaming down my face. He held me tight. It was an amazing feeling to have someone care for me this much. I felt a hot tear drop land on my back, I looked up and saw that Brendon had shead a few tears.

"Brendon..." I quitely said.

"Im sorry, I should have protected you better." he said kissing my head.

"No, no don't be sorry, its not your fault." I said putting my head on his chest.

"I-I-I love you." he said. Those three words, three simple words that mean nothing alone, but together, they can mean the world, went straight, to my heart.

"I love you too, and I always will." I said turning around to look at Dawson.

"Should we call 911?" Brendon asked.

"Yeah, we should." I said kissing Brendon on the lips.

I know, wrong time to kiss him.

Sure was.

Shut up, it only felt right.

When you were staring at blood?

.....

Thats what I thought

God, I have to stop taking to myself.

You can't live withour me.

Yes I can.

No you can't.

Yes I can.

No you cant!

Yes I can.

No you can't!

Yes I can.

No you cant!

No I can't!

Yes you can.

HA!

Damn....

I told you I could.

Shut the fuck up.

Mwahaha, Im so mean! =)

Okay..so...if I said this was the last part..that would be sad...so I wont say it..Im going to end it soon though! SO, yeah..blah im so tierd...wow...it took me 15 to type this...wowwww, So, I hope you all like it! Bye Bye Love *SARAH*

Okay..so, ive been really bored lately...so im posting again...dun dun dun....woo! next chapter..lots of drama...I think...? *grrr*

I woke up and I was staring right at Brendon. We were so close together, I could feel his warm body touching mine. I had my hand on him and he had his hand on me. Wow, Brendon is so cute when he sleeps, hes bangs slightly in his face and the rest of his hair messed up. I tried to get out of bed without waking Brendon up. I made it, I put a teddy bear under his arm do he would think i was still there, hopefully. He took the Teddy and squessed it tightly. Awweee. I hopped in the shower, when I got out, I dried my hair and wrapped a towel around my body. Damn, I was only in the shower ten minutes. Brendon wasn't in bed and there was dark blue tight jeans and a t-shirt with "your so pradictably unpredictable" written on it. I guess Brendon wanted me to wear the, so I did. I quickly pulled them on and ran downstairs finding Brendon practily demolising(sp?) my kitchen! Ahh!

"What the fuck are you doing to my kitchen?" I said coming up behind Brendon and hugging him.

"OUT!" he screeamed, pulling me to the living room where I couldn't see the kitchen, "You, stay here, okay?"

"Okay, just, clean up when your done." I said trying to look over his shoulder.

"Stay, I mean it." he said poutting his lips. Damn, he still remembered that I can't resist that face.

"Okay." I said kissing him. It took him about twenty minutes to finish whatever he was doing...

"Its ready!" he called from the dining room. I turned off the TV and started walking over to teh dining room.

"Whats for breakfeast?" I hear a voice say behind me, "Smells really good!" OH SHIT!

Okay..so, part 4...ive been really lazy, and also, I have exams soon, so I wont be posting as ofteb..Sorry! >_< Stupid school *Grrr*

<Dakotas POV>

When Brendon turned on the car, out came music that made me want to cry.

"Don't know what went wrong feels like a hundred years, I still can't believe your gone so I'll stay up all night, with these blood shot eyes." The radio played. I put my head down with tears coming to my eyes.

"Dakota, whats wrong?" Brendon asked looking for my eyes. Oh no. This was what it was like when I first tol him how I felt about him, this song was playing.

"Nothing." I said, my eyes meeting his, "lets go."

"Not unitl you tell me whats wrong." he said turning off the car. There was no point of fighting with him.

"Im scared to lose you again, I, I need your help." I said losing myself in his big brown eyes.

"What is it?" he asked staring back into my eyes.

"Dawson, is going to kill me." I said trying my best not to cry.

"I wont let him, hes never going to youch you again, I promise." he said grabbing hold of my hand. I promise...I love those two words, I could tell he really meant it. Those words were stuck in my head and wouldn't get out. "Now lets go."

"Okay, Brendon, I don't really feel like going out." I said.

"Okay, where do you want to go?" he asked looking at me every so often since he was driving.

"Uh, maybe, you, uh, could come to my house?" I asked shyly looking to the ground.

"Sure." Brendon said coming to a stop, he lifted my chin and slowly came closer to my face and pulled me into a deeo pasionate kiss. *HONK HONK* Urgg, stupid car, ruining out moment. Brendon pulled away and waved at the car behind us. We drove to my house and Brendon opened the door for me, what a gentlemen. I opened the door to my house and Brendon picked me up closing the door behind him. He dropped me on the couch and sat on my lap. What the heck? Isn't it supposed to be the other way?

"Brendon, what are you doing?" I said pushing him off of me. He landed on the table. Opps!

"Oww..." He said standing up and pulling me with him. He sat down and then pulled me on his lap.

"Better?" he whined.

"Yes my prince." I said kissing hin softly on the lips.

"Woo, im going to be nice more often." he said kissing me. I just looked at him and I procceded to kiss him. He gently brushed his tounge against my lips almost like he was asking to be let in. Man Brendon was such a gentlemen. I opened willingly of course, who wouldn't? Brendon then pushed me so I was laying on the couch with him on top of me. I think Brendon was getting a little to excited...if you know what I mean. *ekkkk*

Okay, im done! I hope you all like it! Thats all I have to say..
Love *Sarah*

Okay, so part 3, sorry it took so long..if anyone cared...o.o TO many people talking to me at once! Aww help me!!!!!

I woke up the next day with Brendon syill holding me in his arms. he was protecting me, protecting me from Dawson. I love Brendon, and I hope he could tell I was lying.

"Brendon, Brennndooon, you need to get uppp." I said shaking him slightly. Brendon just groaned and turned his head but he was still holding on to me. Man I love this guy.

"Brendon, rise and shine." I said shaking him harder, i think I shook him a little to ahrd because he fell off his chair. Opps

"What the fuck?" he asked rubbing his head.

"Im, im, so-sorry." I said laughing my head off.

"Yeah yeah, so funny." He said getting back up.

"Sowwy." I said giving him the puppy dog eyes.

"Oh please, I practicly invented the puppy dog eyes." he said putting his hands on his hips and giving me the 'im a diva' look. I started laughing, I couldn't help it. Man, if this kid only knew how much I needed him.

"Are you doing anything tonight?" Brendon asked shyly. Since when was he shy?

"Uh, im going to be in the hospital." I said plainly.

"I think your getting out tofay." Brendon said excitedly.

"Really?" I said sarcasticly.

"Oh come one, if you want, would you like to have dinner with me?" he asked looking to the ground at the last part.

"Okay, that would be great!" I said lifting his chin up.

"Your amazing." Brendon said kissing my cheek softly.

"Thank you Brendon, you yourself are quite the gentleman." I said nodding my head.

"Why thank you my dear." he said taking my hand and kissing it. I could feel my cheeks getting hot.

"Your welcome." I giggled. Brendon started laughing and we just shared our moments together. I think this guy has swept me off my feet for the second time.

Okay, part 3, hope you all like it! Love *Sarah*

Next part, hope you all like it! <3 Sarah!

I woke up, with my body in pain, I felt someone holding my hand and laying on my stomach. I opened my eyes and found myself laying on a bed in a white room. There was Brendon holding my hand with his head on my stomach. He hadn't noticed I was awake yet. I hear him whisper something to himself.

"Im sorry, I never should have let you leave." he whispered still holding me, "I was just in shock that you loved me, I should have told you that I felt the same way about you. Im sorry."

"Your too late." I said weakly.

"Dakota!" Brendon said shooting up his head. I could see tears coming to his eyes.

"Your too late!" I said again turning my back to him.

"What?" he asked, "You heard what I said?"

"Yeah, I have a boyfriend, im over your." I said, but I was lying, I wasn't over him, I need him, I needed him to protect me from Dawson. I couldn't tell him now, my heart says tell him, but my mind says don't. I don't know what to do.

"Who the fuck is he?" I heard a voice say. I quickly turned over and saw Dawson standing there.

"Uh...hes an old friend." I said trying to get Brendon to follow along. I knew if either of us said the wrong thing, Dawson would kill Brendon, and then me later.

"Oh, well, why is he here?" he said getting all macho.(sp?)

"Hi!" Brendon said standing up, "Im Brendon."

"Get away from my girl." Dawson said pushing Brendon to the wall.

"Oh fuck Dawson, Please dont!" I said yelling at him.

"Don't you dare tell me what to do!" Dawson said slapping me across the face.

"Don't touch her!" Brendon yelled getting up from the ground.

"What?" Dawson said walking over to Brendon. At the moment, teo nurses and a security gaurd came in a took Dawson away and they let Brendon stay with me.

"Im sorry, he gets jealoud." I said looking into Brendons big brown eyes.

"He is the one who put you here, wasn't he?" Brendon said looking back into my deep hazel eyes. I broke down crying, Brendon just took me into his arms and held me. He made me feel so calm and comforted. Brendon was like an angel, he made me feel loved, and like someone actually cared about me and he knew it.

Okay, part two, hope you all like it! Love *Sarah*

Dun Dun Dun...new fanfict! Hope you all like it! =)

Its been about a year since I told Brendon how I actually felt about him. He left the next day, hasn't talked to me since.

FlashBack

I sat there, on his couch, looking to the floor with my light brown hair hanging in my face. He was leaving the nest day, i had to tell him now.

"Is everythins alright Dakota?" Brendon asked trying  to see my face.

"What" I said getting pulled away from my thoughts.

"Is everything alright?" he asked again.

"Uh...no, not really." I said looking up, my hazel eyes meeting his chocolate brown eyes.

"What is it?" he asked.

"Uh...Brendon, I need to tell you something." I spoke with tears coming to my eyes, but I held them in so Brendon wouldn't get worried.

"Im waiting." he said wondering.

"We've known each other foreve and ever since I first met you, I really liked you." I said getting cut off.

"I really like you too!" he said searching for my eyes.

"No, Brendon, you don't get it, I-I-I love you." I said looking back to the floor.

"Oh." he looking at his hands.

"Im sorry, I never should have said anything." I sais getting up and leaving.

EndFlashBack

I miss him so much, and, I even got a boyfriend to try and help myself. Although, it was only making me feel worse. My boyfriends name was Dawson, he wasn't kind, nice or consetering. He only cares about himself. If I ever disagreed with him, he would beat me. As I try noe to thind about the pain they both have caused me, I lay on the the floor, a blood pool around me and sharp pains all over my body. Me and Dawson got in a disagrement about what socks I should wear. I know, stupid. I would leave him, but he said he would kill me if I tried. God, I need Brendon, badly. I heard a loud banging on the door, oh no is Dawson back to finish the job?

"Open up Dakota!" the voice scramed, it sounded so familiar but it wasn't Dawson.

"It open!" I tried to yell, but almost nothing came out. I think they heard me because he door flew open and there stood Brendon, in shock.

"Dakota!" I heard him scream dropping to his knees. Everything from there on, went black.

Okay, so I hope you all liked it! Its not very exciting, oh well, comment and buzz! Love you all!

*Sarah*

Okay, seriously, this is the last one! OKAY! Blah....Hope you guys like it, and im going to be posting a *one shoot* soon, so yeah! =)

<Ryan's POV>

I saw Brendon reach for the razor in Sarah's hand. I knew what he was going to do. I could see it in his eyes when he looked at me. I couldn't let him kill himself. I grabed the razor out of his hands before he could do anything.

"Jon, Spencer!" I yelled, "Call 911"

"Okay!" They both scremed then ran to the phone.

"What the fuck Ryan!" Brendon asked crying a bit.

"I can't let you kill your self." I said looking down at him, "One person dead is enough."

"Person, Sarah's not just a person!" Brendon yelled with tears now streaming down his face.

"Im sorry." I said trying to calm him down.

"No!" he yelled getting up.

"You guys." I heard Elizabeth say like she was trying to catch her breath"

"What!" Brendon snapped at her.

"Brendon, calm down." I said, still trying to calm him down.

"Sarah told me to tell you guys something." Elizabeth said standing up pushing the hair out of her face.

"What?" I asked hugging Elizabeth around the waist.

"Uh, She said to tell you, Jon and Spencer, that she loves you very much." Elizabeth said pushing me off of her.

"What about me?" Brendon asked with tears coming back to his eyes.

"She said to tell you that she..." Elizabeth said getting cut off.

"That she what?" Brendon asked standing up.

"Hates you." Elizabeth whispered, that even the wind could over come her voice.

"What?" Brendon asked with tears streaming down his face.

"That she hates you." Elizabeth said louder this time.

Brendon just stood there. Tears running down his face like a waterfall after it had rained. No one said anything. We were all in shock.

"They're coming!" I heard Jon scream from the other room. Spencer came running in and Jon wasnt far behind him.

"Whats going on?" Spencer said slowing down.

"She hates me." Brendon said with tears still streaming down his face.

"What?" Jon asked.

"She loved all of you, but she hates me." Brendon said dropping to the floor.

"Who?" Spencer asked like he had missed something.

"Sarah." I said looking to the ground.

At the moment, parametics and police officers ran into the bus. They took Sarah away to the hospital. I never saw her again. Everyone missed her. Aspecially Brendon. If we weren't doing a concert or practicing, he just sat in his room. That poor guy. He never knew he could hurt someone that much. We all went to Sarah's funeral, Brendon sat in the very back, well we sat in the very front. One by one, we all said something about Sarah, except Brendon. It was my turn. If Brendon wasn't going to say anything about her, then i'll say it for him.

"Sarah, was amazing, she was kind, nice, thoughtful, she always made me laugh no matter how bad I felt. She made you fell like no one else could. Like she loved you, even if she didn't. She cared about everyone, even if she hated them. She always says that she hated that quality, but I, I loved it. I would finish talking about her now, but, because Brendon, isn't going to say anything, I will for him." I said looking straight at Brendon, "Brendon thought of Sarah as amazing, like everyone else she knew did. He thought she was kind, nice, thoughtful, beautiful, and most of all, he loved her and she loved him. Even though she told Elizabeth to tell Brendon that she hated him, she loved him. You can't just stop loving someone in teo seconds I know, because i've tried. No matter how hard you don't want to love someone, you end up loving them more. I know that Brendon would be up here right now, as long as Sarah didn't say that she hated him, Brendon, she doesn't hate you, she loved you, don't you get it? If she hated you, she wouldn't have done this, she wouldn't have cared what you did to her. She loves you Brendon, and, I know, that you miss her very very much. I also know, that, if she is in our presence, she would be very disapponted in you Brendon, you should tell her that you love her, before its to late."

I walked back to my seat and felt someone whisper in my ear "Thankyou." I knew it was Sarah. "Your welcome, and, I love you too." I said. After the funeral was over, I helped Elizabeth into her car and said that I wouldn't see her for about three years. She said it was okay. She drived off and Panic! went on tour. Me and Elizabeth stayed in touch and Brendon wrote a billion stories about Sarah. He loved her, and she still loves him.

Okay, that was the last chapter, sorry it was so long, its just Ryans speech was, well, really long...>> and by the way, i do believe in ghosts that are left on earth. That need to do something before they can leave to heavn...and if you don't beilev in that, that don't say anything rude, its not needed, so yeah! Comment and buzz! Love *Sarah*

Okay, so, last one, im bored, i get bored easily...okay, whatever, just so you know, Dun Dun Dun....Youll find out when you read the story Mwahahaha e.e