Heartbreak Is Half The Fun, You Bring The Bullets I’ll Bring The Gun

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...The First Lie--{[5]}

"What’s wrong?" Ryan asked his eyes full of concern.
“Nothing…I just wasn’t expecting the sudden hug. Hey, you want to get out of here?” Ginny asked, desperately trying to change the subject.
“Sure…” Ryan said, unaware of what he had done to make her tense up.
“Let’s go to my house, we could watch a movie and have popcorn.” Ginny continued.
“Uh…sure.” Ryan said.
“My house is about 5 minutes away.” Ginny replied smiling.
“You know you have a beautiful smile Ginny.” Ryan said.
“Thanks Ryan.” Ginny replied, looking down while smiling. After, she looked back up and was met by a pair of warm honey brown eyes.
“Let’s go then.” Ryan said, smiling.
“You know you have a beautiful smile Ryan.” Ginny said, mocking Ryan’s dreamy voice.
“Thanks Ginny.” Ryan said, now mocking her.
“Come on. We have a 5 minute walk, Hun.” Ginny said, grabbing Ryan’s hand and pulling him out the door.
                Ginny and Ryan were hit with a blast of sun light. It was overly sunny for autumn, but considering Global warming…it was pretty much self-explanatory. Ryan was walking very close to Ginny, every so often their hands would brush against each other and a shock would run up both arms.
“So…what movies do you want to watch?” Ginny asked.
“Uh…what movies do you have?” Ryan replied, looking at Ginny watch a brightly painted yellow escape go by. The sun was dancing through her hair and to Ryan; Ginny looked like she was an angel.
“I have…All the Saw movies, the Ring, the Grudge, Blood Diamond, Lord of the Rings, don’t ask, all the scary movie movies, all the Chain Saw Massacre movies and more that I can’t think of at this very second of time.” Ginny replied, now looking at Ryan.
“How about…Saw.” Ryan said. He almost said “How about…You look like an angel.”
“Mm, okay. I get scared easily though.” Ginny warned Ryan.
“Its okay, if you get scared, I can hold you. I won’t let anyone hurt you.” Ryan said, somewhat glad that Ginny couldn’t hold scared movies very well.
“Well…we are here.” Ginny said, turning into a driveway. Her house was small, but not too small. It was the right size. She picked a house that could house two people. Ryan was secretly hoping that second person was him. The house was painted a light green that had a touch of grey in it and the trim was a dark green that went perfectly with the color of the siding. The door was a simple white and her dark brown fence enclosed the house with bright green grass surrounded it.
“Nice house little house you have here.” Ryan said, following Ginny up the stairs.
“Its cozy.” Ginny replied, sounding like she would rather live in something else. Maybe she actually want to live with someone else. Once they got inside, Ginny closed and locked the door, she was always worried about someone entering her house and murdering her.
“Sit down.” Ginny offered Ryan, pointing to her chocolate brown couch.
“Thank you.” Ryan replied, taking the offer.
“Okay…I’ll just go make the popcorn, make yourself at home.” Ginny said, walking into the kitchen.
“Okay, thank you again.”
“You’re welcome.” Ginny said, putting the popcorn in the microwave. Ryan observed his surroundings and noticed there were no picture anywhere. The walls were white and the only thing that stood out was the couch he was currently occupying. There was a 52” TV located across the room from the couch. Perfect distance.
Ryan soon felt someone pressing the couch down beside him. He looked to his right and saw Ginny throwing a piece of popcorn in the air and catching it in her mouth.
“I could never do that.” Ryan said.
“Oh. I practiced, sounds lame, but I have nothing to do on Saturday nights.” Ginny said, tossing a piece at Ryan, hitting him in the nose.
“Owe…” Ryan said looking at the piece of popcorn sitting on his pant leg.
“Awe…did I hurt you?” Ginny said in a baby voice.
“Yes!” Ryan replied, still looking at the popcorn.
“Well…get over it.” Ginny said, standing up and walking over to the TV. Her hips swaying ever so slightly. She put the DVD in the machine and turned on the TV. She slowly walked back and jumped on the couch, her head landing in Ryan’s lap.
“Opps...Sorry!” Ginny said sitting up straight.
“It’s okay.” Ryan said, wishing she had stayed there.


                Half way through the movie, Ginny was already in Ryan’s lap. She was holding onto Ryan for her life. Ryan was gently stroking her hair, not paying any attention to the movie.
“AHH!” Ginny screamed after the boy’s head turned all away around.
“Shh…it’s okay that would never happen.” Ryan tried to calm Ginny. No such luck. The door bell had rung. Ginny jumped in her seat.
“It’s okay.” Ryan whispered in Ginny’s ear.
“N-no...it-its no-not.” Ginny stuttered, “So-somebo-body is go-gonna mur-murder u-us.”
Ginny said, her voice muffled by Ryan’s sweater. Ginny secretly knew no one was going to murder them, she just wanted to stay in Ryan’s arms and she wanted him to whisper her ear. The person, or thingy, on the other side of the door kept knocking and knocking. What could be so important? Ginny thought to herself.
“It’s okay Ginny, I won’t let anyone hurt you.” Ryan whispered into her ear, slowing stroking her hair.

Thanks to everyone who voted!
Me and Amarah love you guys to death!
[[I DID NOT CHEAT AMARAH]]
Amarah probably too much...if you know what I mean. Haha...
Anyways.
Back to the point.
MY TOTALY AWESONE FROGGIE!! =D

NOW..back to the ACTUAL point..
SPENCER SMITH vs. RYAN ROSS

Better
Ryan Ross-21
Spencer Smith-21

(Haha..just kidding. It was tied! =D)

Hotter
Ryan Ross-29
Spencer Smith-15

Okay..those are the results!
**Love--Roar.&.Dumby Amarah! =D

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AND

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I HAVE SEEN SPENCER COMPLETELY NAKED WITH ONLY A SNORKLE ON

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IN YOUR FACEEEEEEEEEEE

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IN YOUR FACEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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NUH-UH WILL'S EVIL TWIN WILL COME AFTER HIM

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RYRO WILL KILL BRENDON

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ME TOO

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NUH-UH

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THIS GUY IS HOTTER!! -->

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HIS NAME IS DAVID

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IS NOT!!

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IS TOO

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OH YEAH I'LL SHOW U!

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IF YOU DONT THINK SO

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I GOT HOTTER

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IN YOUR FACE!

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NOTT

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BECAUSE I WILL WINN

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I HAVE A PLAN

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NOPE!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Actually...I have Ryan whispering in my ear...

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Ryan..STOP IT

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NO I WILL NOT HAVWE SEX WITH YOU

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GAWD

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

EEEWWW!! WAIT...SPENCER STOP.....OHH THAT FEELS GOOD

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A LITTLE TO THE LEFT NOW DOWN

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EWWWWWW

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I MIGHT HAVE TO COME BACK LATER

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I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR GUY'S SEX LIFE

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Ryan..I cant

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WE HAVE ALRADY HAD ONE BABY!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

SPENCER IS...

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NO

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BAD RYRP

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RYRO*

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NO RYAN...I WILL NOT WHIP YOU

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

SPENCER...NO U ALREADY HAVE A BABY ON THE WAY

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EEEWWW

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GROSS

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RYAN..

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PLEASE

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OHH

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I WILL NOT DRESS UO AS A NURSE AGAIN

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AHH

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THATS THE SPOT

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THAT'S HOW I GOT LIKE THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE

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RYAN

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FASTER!!

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EWW!!

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LETS GET THESE TEEN HEARTS BEATING

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FASTER

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FASTER

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SPENCER DON'T STOP NO GO HARDER

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FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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RYAN STOPP

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I KNOW YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME WITH MARIANA

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DONT EVEN

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TRY TO DENY IT

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SHE TOLD ME!!

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HAHA SPENCER HASN'T CHEATED

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ARE YOU kidDING M?!?!

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SPENCEY STOP........................SARAH O HELL NO

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SPENCER CHEATED ON YOU WITH MARIANA AS WELL

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SHE TOLD ME

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AND HE TOLD ME

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O HELL NO!!!!!!

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OH HELL YES

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HE TOLD ME HE WAS WITH U LAST WEEKEND!!!!

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RYAN..OHHHHHH HUN

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!

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HE WAS...FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES!

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THEN HE LEFT TO GO WITH MARIANA

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THAT'S RITE RYAN SHE WAS WITH UR BEST FRIEND!!!!!

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IT'

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AND MARIANA iS CHEATING ON BRENDON!!

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*GASP*

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MARIANA

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IT'S NOT URS IT'S SPENCER'S

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WHATS NOT MINE?

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OR RYANS?

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RYAN'S

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WHAT ABOUT my HUN?

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THAT BABY IS SPENCER

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SPENCER'S*

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NOT RYAN'S

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IM CONFUSED

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WAIT

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YOU HAVE A BABY TOO?

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IN THE PICTURE?

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YEP AND HERE COMES THE BIG BLOW......................MY BABY IS RYAN'S!!!

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NO ITS NOTT

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RYAN WOULD NEVER CHEAT-

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YES IT IS

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SCRATH THAT

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ITS NOT YOURS AND HIS THOUGHS

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YOU KNOW WHAT??!?!?!?!?!?!?

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YES IT IS!!!!

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BRENDON IS MY LOVE

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IT SURE ISN'T BRENDON'S!!!

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OR IS IT?

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SCREW RYAN

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BETTER YET...

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FUCK RYAN

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=d

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=D

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CAN I HAV HIM NOW?!

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NO

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WE WILL HAVE A THREE SOM

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SURE!!

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ME BRENDON AND RYRO

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WAT ABOUT SPENCEY?!

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YOU CAN HAVE SPENCY

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AND JON

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O FINE!!!!

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*GASP*

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NO I GET BRENDON AND SPENCEY!

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ARE YOU OVER SPENCER?

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I GET BRENDON

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AND RYROP

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NO EVEN THOUGH HE CHEATED....WITH U

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YOU GET S AND J

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NO!!!

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I DONT CARE FOR SPENCER THAT WAY

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YESS

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NO!

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YESS

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BREN AND RY AND SPENCE

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WHAT?!?!?!

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NO U CAN HAV RY I HAD HIM LAST WEEKEND ANYWAY

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A FOUR SOM?

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!!! BURN!

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I HAVE A BETTER IDEA

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HOW ABOUT

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

ME

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

SPENCER

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

RYRP

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

RYRO*

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND BRENDON

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soUNDS GOOD TO ME

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=d

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=D

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HOW ABOUT NO!

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HOW ABOUT YESS

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NO!

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YOU KNOW THEY LOVE ME MORE THEN YOU

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I WANT SPENCER

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

BRENDON

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

RYAN

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

AND ME

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

YOU CAN HAVE SPENCER

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I WILL TAKE RYRO

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND...

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

NO NOT RYAN IHAD HIM LAST WEEKEND

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

JON CAN HAVE BRENDON

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I GET RYRP

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U CAN KEEP RYAN THIS WEEKEND

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I AMM

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I HAVE BRENDON LAST WEEKEND

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SO JON CAN HAVE BRENDON

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

YOU CAN HAVE SPENCER

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AND I CAN HAVE RYRO

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I HAD RYAN LAST WEEKEND THOUGH!

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=d

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I AM TAKING RYRP

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

RYRO*

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

ME

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I

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NO I GET SPENC AN RYRO

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NO YOU DONT

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DO TOO

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YOU HAD HIM LAST WEEKEND

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DO NOT

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DO NOT

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DO NOT

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DO NOT

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

I GET HIM FOR 2 WKS

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

DO NOT

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DO NOT

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DO 2

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NO YOU DONT

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DO 2

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DO 2

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DO2

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

NO WHAT?!?!?!

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DO

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

TAKE THEM ALL

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2

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I DONT CARE

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

TAKE THEM

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I DON'T WANT THEM ALL

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I WILL GO FIND MY OWN MAN

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YEAH RYAN WANTS ME ANYWAY

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

PFFT

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NOP HE DOESN'T

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

HE LOVES ME

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PFFT MY ARSE!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND SO DOES BRENDON

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND SO DOES SPENCER

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND SO DOES JON

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HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME LAST WKEND

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

AND IM MARRIED TO RYAN ROSS

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THEY ALL DID

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THEN TAKE THEM ALL

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I WILL HAVE DAVID

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

HE IS AMAZINGLY HOT

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WELL IM MARRIED TO SPENCER YET MY BABY BELONGS TO RYAN

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

PFFT

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

IM SURE IT DOES!!!

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PFFT MY ARSE!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

PFFT MY ARSE MY ASS!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

THOSE THREE LITTLE LETTERS PROVED IT

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

D

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

N

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

A

 

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

HII

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hola!!!

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Nice name! =D

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haha i remember that "I'd be a Powerpuff Girl!"

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

I knoww

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thanx!!

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

You know what

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

Mines gonna be

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wat?

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Escape the Disco!

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

OHH

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

BURNN

Sarah**"I'd Be A Powerpuff Girl!" -Brendon Urie** says:

Lmao

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

THAT'S NOT FAIR!! U CHEATED!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

NO I DIDN'T

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

HOW DID I CHEAT?

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

I DON'T KNOW BUT U CHEATED

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

NO

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

DID

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

NOT

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

CHEATT

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DID 2

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Your just jealous

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OHH

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

BURNNN

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Well

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you know what?

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

WAT?

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

how mean! meanie-poopy face!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OHH

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

BURNNNNNNNNNN

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

IN YOUR FACEEEEEEE

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LMAO

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Its okay

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Spencer still love syou!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

loves*

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o wow! some ppl r koo-koo

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

O I LUV HIM 2!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I wonder who?

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OH

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I HAVE A DP THAT SAYS THAT

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OHOHOH

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SEE!! --?

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

--->*

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OHOHOH

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

I HAVE THAT ON MY MYSPACE THAT'S WER I GOT IT

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

SO STICK THAT IN YOUR JUICE BOX AND SUCK ITT

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

TOO LATE I DRANK IT ALL

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

...GET ANOTRHER ONE

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

ANOTHER*

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

GOD DAMN KEYBOARD

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DONT YOU GIVE ME THE FINGER!!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

STICK THAT IN YOUR PIPE AND SMOKE IT!!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

OK FINE I'LL CHANGE IT

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OH YEAH?

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YOUR A LOSER!!

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LLLOOOOSSSSEEERRR

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LMAO

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OH YEAH JUST WAIT

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HOLD ON TOO MANY PICS IN MY FILE

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

I KNOW SAME

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

ALMOST THERE

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

ALMNOST DONE

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

ALMOST*

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

HA!!!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

YOU GOT THAT FROM ME

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

SO I WIN

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

OH YEAH DARN!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

NUH UH I'M NOT GIVING UP

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OH YEAH?

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

BURNNNN!! --->

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

OH YEAH WELL WILLIAM HAS SUMTHING TO SAY TO U

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OH YEAH?

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

YEP

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

WELL BRENDON WILL KILL WILLIAM

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

BECAUSE HE LOVES ME THAT MUCH!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

O NO U DIDN'T

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OH I THINK I DID!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

O NO U DIDN'T!!!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OH YES I DID!!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

HUH?!?!?

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

HUH?!?!?!?

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

O I'LL SHOW YOU

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

BRING IT

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

I WILL!!!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

BURN!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

Ohh

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

i got BETTER

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

UR MAN'S ASS!

Panic! Boys Are What I Aim For says:

ME TOO!!!

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

MY MANS...SEX LINES

Sarah**Escape The Disco** says:

OH

Well..this may sound alittle teenie.
BUT 
Amarah and I have a question.[[2]]
1)Whos Better.
2)Whos Hotter.

Spencer Smith,

Ryan Ross.



The votes will end on April 28, 2007 [Saturday]
~Love Amarah an Sarah*
ps. That rhymes! =D

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...The Awkward Silence--{[4]}

Ginny has spent the last hour rading her already distroyed closet. She could not find something special. Ginny wanted Ryan to notice her, not just see her, but notice. Ginny never usually went out with guys she just met. Heck, she didn't really even go out with anyone. She was more of the person who would stay home and read all night long until her eye lids refused to stay open.
After what seemed like years to Ginny. She finally gave up rading her closet and threw on skinny jeans, a striped collar tee-shirt that was semi-see threw so she wore a black tank-top underneath. She slowly walked to bathroom and brushed threw her black hair, applied a light line of black eyeliner and slowly walked to the living room. It was about 10:50 and it would take Ginny 5 minutes to walk to Starbucks.
Ginny sighed, relzing what she had got herself into. She accepted to go out with a complete stranger for coffee. 'This isn't good' she thought to herself, standing up after glancing at the clock placed on her kitchen counter, slanted ever so slightly so it could be read from more then one room. 'I have to do this. It's been to long...just keep a casual converstation.' She slowly walked towards the door, slipping on her chucks and stepping outside.
When Ginny opened teh door to the coffee shop, she quickly spotted Ryan sitting near the back of the shop. She trotted over towards Ryan and when he saw Ginny, he smiled a bright smile. She nearly melted right then and there. Ginny knew Ryan would be a good friend to her, but could he be more? Ginny shoke her head to try and consintrate on making better friends with Ryan.
"Hi." Ryan said as Ginny took a seat across from Ryam.
"Hey." Ginny replied, smiling.
"How are you this fine morning?" Ryan asked as he took a sip of his coffee.
"I am wonderful. How about yourself?" she asked as she stared down at a coffee that was placed infront of her.
"I took the opportunity to order you a coffee. I hope you like lattes." Ryan answered Ginnys unspoken question.
"Mmmm." she replied taking the coffee in her hands. Que the awkward silence. Ryan shifted in his seat trying to get the feeling of him being strapped to the chair off of himself. Ginny wasn't really paying attention to Ryan. She was incased in her love for coffee.
"Ginny, tell me about yourself." Ryan said. Ginny slowly looked up at Ryan.
"What?" Ryan asked.
"Nothing. Well..I don't really now where to start." Ginny said. Her gaze fixated on a piece of paper on the ground.
"Well, you can start with the basics." Ryan said, bringing his face closer to Ginny's and then turning it so he could see what she was staring at. Once he relized it was a piece of paper, he sat back down in his seat.
"Well, my name is Ginny Hope Wentz. I know, the names seem to clash, but you get used to it after awhile." Ginny said. "No relation to Pete Wentz." She finished after seeing the look on Ryan's face.
"Thats cool." Ryan said.
"Kind of, it gets annoying though." She said, remember the insident she had at work.
"What happened?" Ryan asked, imagining some screaming teenaged girl begging her to meet Pete.
"Well...Some blonde girl had some into the shop once. Back then, we had to have our last names on our nametag's as well...When the girl saw my nametag, she went balistic. She has the highest voice imaginable and she repativly was saying 'OHMIFUCKINGGASH! YOUHAVETOLETMEMEETHIM!!!!' she slurred all of her words together and I could barely ake out what she was saying. I slowly replied 'Look. I have no realtion what-so-ever with Pete Wentz, now. If you are going to continue acting like this, I am going to have to ask you to leave.' she gave me the stupidest look, then she left without saying another word." Ginny replayed that story in her head like a movie.
"It would of been funny if you said you were related to him and that he was coming by later to pick you up." Ryan laughed.
"Yeah, but thats alittle harsh." Ginny said, "Would you like it if someone did that to you?"
"No..." Ryan said.
"Exactly." Ginny replied, trailing her hand across the table searching for her coffee cup. 'I thought I put it right here.' Ginny thought, now looking at the table, moving her eyes back and forth for her coffee cup.
There.
"Ryan...give me back my coffee." Ginny replied, watching Ryan take a sip of her undrinken coffee.
"What will you do for your coffee?" Ryan tested.
"Give. Me. Back. My. Coffee. Before. I. Skin. You. Alive." Ginny replied, ready to jump over the table and beat him down to get her coffee back.
"Okay...here, dont hurt me!" Ryan caved in. Ginny smiled, pleased with herself for her win.
"Thank you." Ginny said, grabbing the coffee. Ryan sudenlly got up and walked to steps over to Ginny and gave her a hug. Ginny tensed up imideatly. Ryan let go, worried he has hurt her. 'I knew this would happen.' Ginny thought to herself.
"Whats wrong?" Ryan asked, his eyes full of consern.

So...I gathered all the data..took me 30 minutes to complete...but here I go...=D

1.most likely to blow up the world-Brendon(3 votes)/Jon(3 votes)
2.most likely to win a million dollars on jepordy-RYAN(7 votes)
3.most likely to become a spaz-Brendon(5 votes)


4.most like to become a freaky math genuis-Spencer(4)/Ryan(4)
5.most likely to be voted the first mr.america-Spencer(4)
6.most likely to write lyrics at 2 in the morning-Pete(5)




7.most likely to stick a metal fork in a toster that is on..=S-Mikey(6)

8.most likely to kiss a fan-Pete(4)

9.most likely to never get a job-Jon(4)
10.most likely to become a reality tv star/actor-Hmm, 3 way tie..Brendon(3)/Patrick(3)/Pete(3)
11.most likely to burn a building down while on a toliet-Jon(3)/Bob(3)

12.most likely to be a drag queen-Ryan(4)
13.most likely to lie about their age-Gerard(5)

14.most likely to eat glue -Ray(4)

15.most likely to have cheesy dance moves in their next music video-Fob(8)

16.most likely to become a ganster-Brendon(7)
17.most likely to be the next rock legend.-Ryan(4)
18.most likely to trip over air(and no Mariana..I do not count..)-Frank(3)

19.most likely to have High School Musical on their iPod-Jon(4)/Pete(4)
20.most likely to fall down a flight of stairs (ME!)-Brendon(4)
21.most likely to watch barney-Pete(5)
22.most likely to be eaten by sharks in the mall-Andy(5)

WOW! That took me atleast an hour to do EVERYTHING!! Arg..you guys are lucky <s>I love you so much!!</s> I am SO bored!! Roar. Well...tell me what you think...remember! You guys voted!!!! and for the tie breaks...you CAN vote for witch one you think would be better, but, I am bot going to change it. Im TOO lazy. Teheheh! =D ~Love Sarah*

Roar. Im sorry. BUT! and I think A LOT of people will agree with me.
People blow their life out of proportion! They say its HORRIBLE if they dont have a partner for a project, or if your teacher was saying rollcall and one of your class mates said that you weren't there. YOU WILL LIVE! There are much worse things in this world. What about the people that get raped, and abused EVERYDAY by one of their family members. Family is supposed to be about love and trust. In some families, its about hate and denil. What about the little children in Iraq, having NO say in becoming a soilder, killing inisent men, women and fellow children. What about the people in Africa, having no food, no shelter, and they drink dirty warter, filled with diesases and dirty, because they have to. What about AIDS? people die all the time from it. Some people not even having say in getting it(what I mean by this is if you were born with it because your mother, or father had it). What about cancer? Although cancer can be treated, people do often die from it. What about the people that are alone EVERYDAY because people see them as losers, freaks, fat, mean, bitchy[and the list goes on] not actually knowing what the person is actually like, they just judge by their outside appearence, and you cant spend one lousy period by yourself?!?!?!
GROW THE FUCK UP!
I do admit. I say my life is horrible, and that nothing worse could happen..blah blah blah
but I look back at it.
seeing how stupid I sounded because of the other trageties going on in the world.
How could you not SEE that these things happen?
I know what you are actually like
Scared to admit the truth to someone's face
Tells them to go on their buzznet account to see why you actually hate them
Hides behind the internet because its easier then admiting what you truley feel.
I know that all you want to do is be accepted.
But I will always see you as that person who tries to get pitty
no. who thrives on pitty.
I now what you are like.
dont think I wasted my time sitting alone in the back of the class
I know what everyone is like
I can tell
Im not fucking stupid
Oh, and by the way.
Thanks for making my life just alittle more challenging.
Now I can prove to you that I dont give a fuck if I am alone 24/7
I dont give a fuck if you think im 'mean' or whatever you call me
I dont give a fuck if you think im going out with Kline.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!


Put please hun, Grow Up.











Well, Mariana and Marielle will now EXACTLY who I am talking about, and if she reads this, she will too... which, I dont give a fuck. Leave nasty comments if you want, just know, I will have something to say back, and you wont like it very much. So just pack up your shit and leave your lies behind. Your secret is out. And I know for a fact, people DO notice you. Did you know Reid like(s/d) you? Your 'friends' do NOT use you. you just think that. So go home, and try to get attention on buzznet, but seriously, who gives a fuck?

Sorry for rambling on. Had to get that off my chest, or I would just blow up on someone that didn't do anything. Thanks for Mariana and Marielle for not getting pissed at me when I blew up on you guys! I love you! <3 (not as much as Ryro[inside joke{Mariana}])   

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...The Dead Line--{[3]}


Ginny smiled to herself. No boy has ever asked her for her phone number. Ginny stepped back from the counter and bent down to pick up a small scrap of paper and a pen. She straightened her posture and quikly scribbled her number on the paper. Ryan followed her with his eyes the whole time. Ginny held out the paper smiling. Ryan took the paper, gently brushing his hand over hers. Ginny felt a shock run up her arm.
"Thanks. I will call you later, Ginny." he said, stepping away from the counter.
"Bye Ryan." Ginny called to him, when he was half way out the door. Ryan turned and flashed his georgous smile to her. Ginny shook her head in disbelief. 'Is this really happening?' She asked herself.

At 7PM, Ginny took off her apron and hung it on the coat hanger. She seemed to float around the room when she walked. She gathered her bag and steped out of the shop, letting the night girl take over, until about 11PM. Ginny worked the most out of all the staff, she needed the money to pay her bills. Ginny walked home in silence, she was playing the scene over and over again in her head.

Before she knew it, she was home, safe. As soon as she stept in the door, the phone went off. Ginny quickly scrambled to take off her chucks in hopes of retreaving the ringing phone.
(Ginny, Ryan)
"Hello?"
"Hi, Ginny?"
"Yeah..."
"Its Ryan."
"Oh hi Ryan."
"Hi, you sound out of breathe..."
"Yeah, you phone the second I walked in the door."
"Oh...sorry."
"No, its okay."
"Um..I was wondering, would you maybe want to..um, get breakfast tomorrow?"
"Uh, yeah, seeing as it is Saturday."
"Yeah..."
"Where?"
"Starbucks?"
"Sure..I'll met you at-"
"11"
"Took the words out of my mouth."
"Haha, oh-I have to go, I will see you tomorrow."
"Okay, bye Ryan."
"Bye Ginny."

Ginny hung up her phone and slowly waltzed over to the couch were she sat down, stetching and crossing her legs out infront of her, gently placing them on the wooden coffee table. She was never a T.V person, so she didn;t see the need of buying one, it would only waste her money. She loved to get hooked to a good romantic novel, homosexual or not. She preffered homosexual novels though, they seemed to have more conflicts, which inturn, leaded up to an amazing climax. That reminded her of her mother. The night she had died. That horrible night.
<Flashback>
"Dad..what's happening to mom?" Ginny asked nervously, old enough to understand why so was in the hospital, but still to young to understand the outcome of the event.
"Ginny...mom might die." her father said quietly, trying to be strong for his 16-year old daughter.
"WHAT?!?!?" Ginny screamed.
"Im sorry.." he replied, wrapping his arms around her underarms, giving her a hug.
"No...how could this be happening?!?!?" Ginny asked.
"She was poisioned." her father said.
"What? Why? Why would someone do that to mom?!?!" Ginny asked franticly.
"I don't know Ginny, I don't know." he said. Ginny pushed her father away and turned her back to him. She was having the hardest time grasping this new information she had just receved. She brought both of her hands up to her face, running them threw her short black hair. Her green-grey eyes filling up with tears, but chocking them back. She learnt long ago, not to show her emotions.
"Ginny...please, we need to help support eachother in this kind of situation." her father pleaded, his voice seeming dry. Ginny didn't turn back, afraid to see her father crying.
"Dad...don't cry." she said quietly.
"How did this happen?" her father mummbled to himself. Ginny's father lived for her mother. He only wanted to make her happy. He never wanted to hurt her heart, but with the secret he was holding, he would be ashamed to even look at another baby again. He had 6 kids, each had a different mother. He never aimed to hurt Ginny's mother, but he couldn't stop. It was addicting. Like nothing he had ever felt. Worse then an addiction to cigarettes or drugs. He loved to have sex. Ginny's mother didn't have time with her job. She was either "too exahusted" or "not up to it." To Ginny's father, it was like her mother was begging him to cheat on her. If he ever got caught, he would put it like that. He tried to convice himself over and over that it was her fault for him cheating. Her fault for him being addicted to sex. Although, deep inside his heart, he knew it was his fault. He didn't work, so Ginny's mother had to raise the money to pay the bills and to feed the house. She didn't have anytime, either that or she was fucking everyman that she worked with and couldn't take one more ounce of it with her husband. 'Yeah...thats it..' he tried to convince himself. Wasn't working out to well. His wife was too ahonest. If she didn't like something, she merely wouldn't say a word, or she would say it once, and only once. She lived to help other people, even if she couldn't help herself. The most faithful person in the world. He was lucky enough to be in the same room as her. He was married to her, and he still managed to screw it up by cheating on the most caring person in the world. Idiot.
"Dad..can we say good bye?" Ginny asked, doing an amazing job at keeping her tears in.
"Yes, darling. I believe we can." he replied. They slowly walked to her hospital room. Her pale complextion making the white sheets seem darkern then they actually are.
"Mom...I love you." Ginny said, falling to her knees beside her mothers bed.
"I..Love...you...too." she managed to say weakly. The guily was killing Ginny's father.
"Im sorry, Im so sorry hun!" Ginny's father spat out.
"I know you are...I fogive you." Ginny's mother said. He was suprized, very suprized.
"You..you already knew?" he asked in disbalif.
"Yes..I know you didn't mean to, I still love you." She said, with a warm smile on her face.
"I-I Love You Too." he said. She took one last breathe and quickly kissed both of them. The steady sound of the heart-rate monitor could be heard through out the hospital. A dead line.

Haha, it started when I asked mariaan who would be more likely to blow up the world out of the Panic! guys..she said Jon and Brendon and I said Brendon..SO! Its going to be highschool yearbooks all over again, you know how they always get people to vote for what people are most likey to do/be. WELL! This is it! Its going to be The boys from Panic!, MCR and FOB since everyone knows them..Here are the categories..

1.most Likely to blow up the world
2.most Likely to win a million dollars on jepordy
3.most likely to become a spaz
4.most like to become a freaky math genuis
5.most likely to be voted the first mr.america
6.most likely to write lyrics at 2 in the morning(applies to Ryan, Pete and Gerard)
7.most likely to stick a metal fork in a toster that is on..=S
8.most likely to kiss a fan
9.most likely to never get a job
10.most likely to become a reality tv star/actor
11.most likely to burn a building down while on a toliet
12.most likely to be a drag queen
13.most likely to lie about their age
14.most likely to eat glue 
15.most likely to have cheesy dance moves in their next music video(applies to the band itself)
16.most likely to become a ganster
17.most likely to be the next rock legend.
18.most likely to trip over air(and no Mariana..I do not count..)
19most likely to have High School Musical on their iPod
20most likely to fall down a flight of stairs (ME!)
21.most likely to watch barney
22.most likely to be eaten by sharks in the mall


LMAO! Thats A LOT of categories..you can vote more then once for someone..=D Mariana helped me with some of the categories. I will get all teh resolts in and then will post a journal saying who is most likely to do/be...

SO! Me and kgerard are having a fight about this..
I think Brendon is better
and kgerard thinks Pete is better
SO! What do you peopel think??
And give a reason..PLEASE! Lmao, this is going to go on for like, ever..



Brendon Boyd Urie


Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz the 3rd

 

 

The Epic Battle...Dun Dun Dunnnn.

SO HYPER!!
ME+5 CANS OF SODA+MY FRIEND COMING INTO TOWN+COFFEE=EXTREME HYPERNESS!
AHH...
I BELIEVE I CAN FLYYYYYYYYYY
I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKYYYYYYY
PARTY!! RIGHT ALEX???
YEP YEP
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HHHHHYYYYYPPPPPEEEEERRRRR!!!!!
I BELIEVE I CAN FLYY
I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKYYYY
*JUMPS OFF BRIDGE AND FLAPS ARMS LIKE CRAZY*

YEAHH! NO ONE TO TALK TO! BUT MADY!
That I shall eat...MWAHHAHA!
KIDDING YOU LITTLE HOBOS!
YOU KNWO WHAT? IM GONNA WRITE A STORY! =D

One day...I was extremly hyper..so THEN I was going to eat Panic!
BUT Mady stopped me and told me to eat The Killers.
So, i walked around town alittle and found The Killers.
I gobbled them up before they knew I was EVEN there..
So then I got bored...I was tempted to eat Panic!
But the teenies would skin me alive..
SO! I desided to eat Mr.Dino!
After I ate Mr.Dino...I was EXTREMLY BORED!
SO! I asked Mady what to do..she said I should eat Paris Hilton
SO! I found her at a strip club and gobbled her up!
Again..I got bored...So..I started getting paranoid..

I THEN RAN OUT OF MY HOUSE SCREAMING
"THEY ARE COMING! THAY ARE COMING TO GET US ALL!"
SO! I WENT AND ATE BARNEY!!
And took pills to make me stay awake!
I hid so that NO hamster could EVER find me!
THEN! The unexpected happened!!! *le gasp*
AN ATOMIC BOMB BLEW UP THE WHOLE INTIRE WORLD!
Except me..because I am special! =P
Cows were flying EVERYWHERE well eating clowns..
It was a great site!
No more Barney..
No more Evil Clowns That Eat people..
No more Evil hamsters
and No more DEAD PEOPLE!
Because I am dead too!
THE END!

Oh god, this was funny! Thanks to mady (missiwritesins) for helping me write it! xDD I told you guys I was hyper! Although its wearing off..I need more soda..xD ~Love Extremly Hyper Person*

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...A Million Questions--{[2]}

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...A Million Questions--{[2]}
"Um..Hellloo?" I heard someone ask. I looked up. I froze, dead in my tracks. I most stunning man I had ever seen in my life. His soft brown hair hanging over his cleanly shaven face, accentuating his honey colored eyes. His slim body, standing perpendicular to the walls. His clothes, making him look; un-traditional in today's society, but characterizing him as a sweet and kind man at the same time.
"Can I help you?" I asked after regaining my postur.
"Are you alright?" He asked. His eyes showed symapthy. That was the last thing I needed.
"Im fine, darling. Now, I can see you would like to buy a book." I said, pointing to the book in his hands. "To Kill A Mockingbird." That was an amazing book. A white man, trying to fight for the freedom of an african-amarican man, accused of rape. It was one of the best Human-rights book out there. The story was written in first-person of the white man's daughter.
"Darling?" he asked, unaware if I was complementing him or calling him a child.
"I call everyone darling. You probably call everyone 'dude'." I said, plastering a smile across my face.
"Oh..here." He said, shoving the book in my hands.
"That will be $29.99 please." I asked.
"Here..." He said, he handed me a twenty-dollar bill and a ten-dollar bill.
"Thank you." I said, I gave him one cent back. He nodded his head goodbye and I waved. My smoke-grey eyes followed his slim body to a table by the window. He sat facing me. He slowly opened his book, not taking his eyes off of me, then, they slowly traveled from my eyes down to his book. I tarred my eyes off of this man and looked out the window. The sunlight, obsorbing me into my thoughts.
<Flashback>
"Ginny, I think you need help.." my father said.
"I'll take help, when I need it." I said, taking another sip of my beer.
"Ginny, please." he begged.
"NO! I am not a fucking alcoholic." I screamed at him.
"Ginny, please lower your voice. The baby is sleeping." he whispered.
"NO! THAT GOD DAMN BABY SCREWED EVERYTHING UP!" I screamed.
"No, she didn't." he simply said, with a hint of anger in his voice.
"You're right, she didn't. YOU DID!" I screamed.
"Thats it, I am calling th poilce." he said, walking over to the phone.
"Fine! Call them! See if I give a flying fuck." I said. I took another sip of my beer and sat down on the couch. I couldn't hear what he was saying over the phone. Although, when he hanged up, he walked up stairs to the baby's room. He came down and opened the door. Sure enough, the police were just coming up to the house.
"Where is she?" One of them asked.
"Im right here you over sized freak." I said.
"Please ma'am, come with us." he said.
"No! This is my house. I can stay here if I want to!" I screamed at them.
"We don't want to use force." the other one said.
"NO!" I screamed.
"Ginny..please, just go with the men. They can get you help." I heard a women voice. I turned my head and saw my mother. She had died 4 years ago.
"Mom?" I asked.
"Yes honey, Im here. Please go with the men. You need help." She said.
Ginny, who are you talking to?" My father asked.
"Mom...Why? Why did you have to leave?" I cried.
"It was better this way...But please Ginny, get your self some help." she said. She slowly faded away into nothing.
"Mom?!?! MOM!?!?!" I screamed, jumping off the couch to try to reach her.
"Ginny. Mom died 4 years ago." My father said.
"It must be the alcohal." One of the police officers said.
"Ginny..are you going with the men?" My father asked. I now relized why I had been saved that unthankful night. My mother was watching over me. She protected me, to make sure I lived a healty life. She wanted me to exceed and get educated, have a wonderful life. I was leading myself down the wrong path. My mother calling out to me on the other, trying to get me to change paths.
"Yes...for mom." I said, letting a tear escape me eye. I slowly walked over to the police officers with my head down in shame.
"Thank you Ginny." I heard my mother call out to me, "I love you."
"I love you too, mom." I said, before the police officers took me into their car.
"Are you alright?" I heard someone ask.
"What are you still doing here?" I asked.
"I was reading a book.." he replied.
"Oh, right." I said, looking down to the counter.
"Are you alright?" he asked again.
"Yeah...I am fine." I said, plastering a real-looking smile on my face.
"I don't think you are.." he said.
"How would you know if I am fine or not?" I asked getting annoyed.
"You were crying." he said. I lifted my hand up to my cheek. Sure enough, it was moist.
"Oh.." I simply said.
"Whats your name?" he asked.
"Ginny." I said, "Yours?"
"Ryan." he replied.
"What's wrong, Ginny." he asked. When he said my name. My stomach turned. Although In the good way.
"Nothing." I said, taking a gulp.
"Something's wrong, tell me." He said.
"Since when did I have to tell you something? I don't even know you." I said.
"You are right, I am sorry for intruding." he replied, shamfuly. Something about this man made me want to be with him. I never wanted to leave his side. Never.
"It's okay, I do it all the time." I replied.
"What's with the change in mood?" he asked. Now he too was leaning on the counter.
"Nothing." I simply said.
"Um, I feel stupid for asking this, but..Can I have your phone number?" he asked shyly.

--So Bring On The Rain And Bring On...The God Damn Dream--{[1]}

"Hey babe." Joesph said, taking me by my waist. I immediately, tensed up at his touch.
"Hi." I said, my voice shaking.
"Whats wrong Ginny?" He asked, spinning me around so we were face to face. I had my shoulders close to my head, he had a tight grip on my arms.
"Nothing." I said, my voice getting squeaky.
"Tell me." He said, tightening his grip.
"Joesph, your hurting me." I replied, trying to keep calm.
"I don't give a fuck. Tell me whats the fuck is wrong with you?" he spat at me.
"Please let go." I asked, on the verge of tears.
"TELL ME YOU USLESS PIECE OF SHIT!" He screamed at me, throwing me at the wall. I slid down the perfectly white walls, stained with the pain from my withering soul. I didn't say anything. I couldn't.
"TELL ME!" he screamed again, kicking me in the ribs. I let out a muffled "Umph." He looked at me, his eyes full of hatred and evil. Blows on blows came rolling my way. I felt my body slowly fade away.
"Joesph, you're killing me." I said, letting a tear slid down my blood stained cheek.
"I.Don't.Care." He stated. I braced myseld for another blow.
I woke up in a cold sweat. My sheets soaked. "GOOD MORNING LAS VEGAS!! Today it is going to be sunny, sunny, sunny!! You can expec-" The guy on the radio said. I hit the top of my radio, hoping to find the snooze button. I succeeded in finding it. I slowly got off my bed. Striping the sheets to put them in the wash. I slowly dragged my pale body to the washing machine. I put my sheets in and walked to the bathroom. I didn't bother looking at myself, knowing how I would look. I slowly undressed myself and stepped into the shower. <10 minutes later...> I stepped out of the shower and dried my moist body off. I slipped into a pair of jeans, a Fall Out Boy band tee shirt and a dark grey sweater. I staightened my hair and headed to the kitchen were I made myself some toast. I quietly nibbled on my toast and when I finished I slipped on my new pair of chucks and head out the door.
I entered the book store and a warm wave of heat filled my body.  I out on my name tag and took my place behind the counter. It was a warm fall day and many people were out injoying the weather before winter. Not many people would be in today. Leaving me with my dangerous thoughts.
"I-I Lo-Love You-u." I stuttered, praying he would believe me.
"Bull Fucking Shit."He replied angerly.
"I d-do!" I said, trying to make him believe me.
"Prove it!" he yelled at me.
"I Ca-can't." I said nervously, laying on the floor of the once happy bedroom.
"Yes you can." he said grinning.
"Joesph..I-I hav-ve to lea-ave." I said, starting to get nervous.
"No, you dont." he replied. I tried to crawl to the door. I felt his foot press down on my ice-cold back.
"Please Joesph." I cried.
"Tell me you love me. And mean it." he said. I took a deep breathe.
"I love you Joesph." I said clearly.
"I love you too Ginny." he said. With that, he grabbed my collar and pulled me up. He started kissing my neck. His kissing leaving a trail up my neck as he moved his way to my lips.
"Joesph, please dont." I said, tears falling down my face.
"Bitch." He yelles at me, slapping me one last time before leaving me for the dead. But god saved me. He spared my life, let me live on. I never understood why. But I always thanked him for helping me.
"Um..Hellloo?" I heard someone ask. I looked up. I froze, dead in my tracks.

Hey peps..my messages aren't working, so sorry if I haven't replied to any of your messages or read your journals! IM SORRY! Please forgive me? Anyone else have this problem???

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